Full Circle

The world is moving at an extremely accelerated rate, and I find things coming to me 'full circle.' In my personal life I am having near instant karma. I am seeing it everywhere, everyday, multiple times a day. People are coming out of the woodworks from my past, presenting themselves in the same scenarios. I am also noticing a very social aspect to things lately. Meaning, in social situations, I seem to be able to view the interactions from the outside, with a different lens, able to see the way the synergies mix, and how it is that like attracts like, and learning the new aspects of people from other points of view, able to detach myself from the situation personally and see it for what it really is. I see the root of many miscommunications, and also the revelation of innocence for many incidents I had once blamed myself for.

A tough lesson I learned long ago is that your past behaviors will always come back to visit later in life. They say the best predictor of future behavior is past behavior. That is not to say people don't change, but it often takes the ability to recognize these opportunties for growth within ourselves first. Many times the truth has to smack us in the face quite a few times before we really grasp the reality of the situation.

I am also noticing that the way people have treated/mistreated me is presenting itself at a very high rate. For example, I ran into a woman I knew 6 years ago. Due to unforseen circumstances, we had to suddenly work together for about 10 days. The connection we had never changed. It actually became stronger over the course of those 10 days. Ironically, I was only reconnected with her due to someone else's attempt at sabotage. This woman's attempt at sabotage, may have very well inadvertently handed me something I have dreamed of for a long time, on a silver platter!

In the real world, I can honestly say that I take a genuine interest in everyone I meet, and truly try to hone in on them and make a connection with their true purpose here.

Some are too scared to show their face, or too weak-minded to understand, or too egoistic. Or sometimes maybe I am those things.

We would be a lot better off if we just remind ourselves that the set-backs and disappointments we face should be viewed as one step closer to where we really need to be....and not one step back......