What I need...

Last month I was thinking of this... It was like its playing on my mind every time I think of the future plans for my life for my family especially for my son. I wanted to plan things on my own... there is the plan to go back on college to finish my Bachelor's Degree, there is I wanted to put up a small business to support me financially when start my plans... In short, I want to do things on my own. I'm pretty much an independent person.

I want to feel that I have finished something on my own. Am I being too self fish? There is this guy... his younger than me... but he wanted to support my needs and everything... I can't understand him, in a way that how can he supports me if he doesn't understand the way life goes in reality.

I hope someday he will understand it. I don't want to be rude on him but he needs time for himself to think about what he can really do for me.

I need a man that can support me more than I can do to my self.