Song-Conflicted Transparency

This is also my signature song, as this, is my stage name. It`s a look at people who see me, thinking they know everything about me, but have no clue. And that way of looking at me or at the world, is far too shallow.

Conflicted Transparency
They say they know everything about me
That they`re good friends of mine
They say I`m in this phase
That I`ll eventually grow out of
I`ll put away the paper dolls
And wear the big girl panty hose
But they just don`t see it clearly
It`s all just transparency
They only see what they believe
And what they believe is so not me

I`m conflicted
I`m that person who wears black
Because I really am that emotional
I cry (because x 3)
I`m not afraid to show my vulnerable side
At least that makes me human

Knife me in the back
Knife me in the front
I still bleed red like you

I`m a someone else kinda girl
Your words can sting my skin
But (I`m strong x 2)
Say you`ll be there and don`t look at me
Look right through my transparency
To the vague imagine of what you think is there
All you see on my face is a smile
But behind all that is pain
Dried tears long ago cried
Over some things you`d never understand at all

I`m conflicted
I`m that person who wears black
Because I really am that emotional
I cry (because x 3)
I`m not afraid to show my vulnerable side
At least that makes me human

Knife me in the back
Knife me in the front
I still bleed red like you

Open your eyes
Look through the lies that keep you from seeing me
I am someone else entirely then who you envision
Judging what you cannot understand
Distorts the sycophantic truth
Terminating individualism
The downfall of civilization
I`m so....happy...

I`m conflicted
I`m that person who wears black
Because I really am that emotional
I cry (because x 3)
I`m not afraid to show my vulnerable side
At least that makes me human

Knife me in the back
Knife me in the front
I still bleed red like you

I`m conflicted
I`m that person who wears black
Because I really am that emotional
I cry (because x 3)
I`m not afraid to show my vulnerable side
At least that makes me human

Knife me in the back
Knife me in the front
I still bleed red like you
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Hi Sweet Soquil, . .

When i was a teenager(about 16), . .I had an Enormous Crush on a Girl named Robin, . . .who looked "Exactly" like a little lady named Cher, . . .professor

Cher sang this song, . . a long time before you were born, . . but i thought you might like it, . . .. dancing

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