Jealousy and Relationships

Jealous, am I jealous? I know, no one would admit that they are jealous, who wants to admit this imperfectness? However, I never jealous. Of someone or something. It is not easy to believe that, I know. Because you think, she’s a woman, so she must be jealous. Most of all, in general people think women will always be jealous, but why? Why is that? Why are most people think like that? Because the things that woman prone to do when they got jealous? And that a woman is easily being a jealous person? Two wrongs do not make it right. So hold on with your conclusions. Like I said, you wont find me as a jealous person. If my partner wants to betrayed me with another woman, just go right a head. He knows the result about what’s he’s doing when I found that out. And I dont have to look for evidence because most of the time, some indiscretions will presented by itself on it’s own time. You may think that I wont know, but I will always do.

Will I be jealous of that woman that he betrayed me to? NOPE. Sad things is, I feel pity for that person, because I know he’s not truly into her. If he really wants to be with her, he would ended his relationship with me first and then go to her. The fact that he still have me and go to her, it's actually not only that he two timing me, but he did that to her too. Two timing her with me!!

So why should I be jealous of her? I don’t know her, I don’t know her qualities, her abilities, her capabilities, her talent (well I know her talent, it’s to be a second best) I know who I am, my qualities, my capability, and my talent, which are to be the Best. I wont be a second best for anyone. I don’t want to be on the back row and waiting, I will be on top of everything. Control freak? Maybe, but I speak out of experience, been there, done that. Been cheated repeatedly. That I cry? Nope. A man who does that kind of things is unable to express what love really is. Love is a feelings, a deeply emotion in your heart that would move your heart to do something that only bring out the best out of your partner. With love in your heart, it would motivate you to embrace the heart of your love one, to take care her heart not to destroy that, but to cherish that. You would realize that every step you make, whether she knows it or not it would be a great impact on her. And off course these goes both ways.

If you could not realize this, well maybe you should not say I love you that easy. Saying I love you it’s not only saying it for the fun of it, or to let someone know that you love him or her.

Saying that word means you will do your out most best to make her or him as the only one in your life and that you are responsible for her or his heart. You must not take it very lightly about that. That is why I always have some difficulties to believe if someone said I LOVE YOU. Because I am too, finding it very difficult to say it just as a casual thing. Sometimes I felt that I better not say it, but I know it in my heart that I do. Sometimes people would like to hear that from me, they would like me to say it out loud. And if I don’t say it, they got disappointed.
And maybe the reason why I could not say it that easy, I just want to protect my self from getting hurt. Or that I might hurt someone.

I see so many people saying I love you, but they just betrayed one and another as easy as they said I love you.

It’s nice to have a partner, it’s good to have someone, whether you are married or not. Only what will it do to you, to have a partner that is not really embracing your heart? And thinks, that he can do anything at all behind your back? See much of these too lately.That childish behavior, playing hide and seek.

And I wont be part of that, to seek, seek and seek. Nope, just play it in the open, what you want? You want freedom to be with another woman, it’s ok. Take care your self, must I buy you some condom? To protect yourself. Not for me, but for your own protection.