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Trying to start over

I have allowed myself to be under the control of a certain man that had my feeling and thoughts to be locked away. The number of years (27 to be exact) has flown and drug by. Every year has seemed the same. There was never any respect, love, honesty, caring, ect. ect. shown in return.
Now, I want and need a life of my own. But I don't want to go to fast. As a matter of fact, I'm scared of what is out there. I just don't want to be hurt anymore. I do know that I want true happiness one day, but don't know exactly how to go about it.
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mystrylady
mystrylady●Draper, Utah USA
Jan 27, 2008
#1
Marsha,

My heart went out to you after reading your thoughts you so eloquently placed in black and white.

I went thru a divorce years ago....I understand and have come to the rescue...

Let yourself allow yourself to get re-inroduced to yourself. Take some time to get to know Marsha again and then the world won't seem so cold,crazy and scary.

I'm here if ever you need a friend to talk to. Girlfriends are a great source of support in these times.

Mystryladyyay
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cutelildevilsmom
cutelildevilsmom●portsmouth, New Hampshire USA
Jan 27, 2008●1 Blogs●12 Comments
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Been there my friend....take baby steps.Just being able to spend as much time at the store as you want,talk to who you want,feel what you want....these simple things will bring you much joy and confidence..Hugs to you.hug
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Puddlecracker
Puddlecracker●Cocoa, Florida USA
Jan 29, 2008
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Happiness comes from within, take time for yourself is excellent advise. You may dislike yourself at first, heck there may be parts of you...you never come to terms with but I think you'll be pleasantly supprised on what you uncover. Focus on your good qualities, do what you always wanted to do and treat people with caution but always with your good qualities within yourself. One phase I had discovered though-out life that keeps me going and keeps me me is this; Do not expect people to live by your standards nor expect them to, there will be a remarkable dicrease in dissapointment from that point on. Youv'e done your penance and now it's time to reap the rewards!!! I hope you will cross paths with contentment and happiness soon!!!!! The best of wishes.

Just a surf by text. xoxo
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