Down & Out.
Its Been A While. Still no man in my life and im begining to get used to being without something for a long period of time. In this case...Guys, part of me isn't really bothered if i don't find anyone and i spent the next 2/3 years of my insane life alone...Im not really bothered on that part but the other part really wants to get out there and find someone before it's too late...Ahhh good old insecurity.Well past events, i took a trip to Cadbury's world with college...Well not worth 40 quid, i can't believe i paid out a tenner of my good earned cash for that crap, when you can't even take a picture of anythin...Its Sh*t!...What a rip off
Well, i fainted there too...No idea what set me off other than the heat i think because it was so hot in that room...I was out for a good few minutes and when i came around the first thing i said was i want melissa...(My best mate)...I had an awful mark on my cheek for the rest of the day and it hurt when i tried to smile so that day had p*ssed me off to the max.
Im sort of frustrated too, i met a really nice guy 5 days ago...He wasn't bad i guess, 1 year older than myself so the age was good and we went on a date and we've been texting for a few days but today has been so silent it freaks me out...Maybe he wasn't for real..
I always get the timewasters and the weirdo's...What in me attracts them i'll never know but i have to get rid of it pronto!!
Well thanks to the ladies & Gentleman out there who've read my entries from the start and thanks to the other readers of course too!
Much Love
Brunetteteen18
