Relationship, in my case

Sometimes it is "f*ck you, f*ck you very, very much."
That's what i am listening right now.
All things cannot go as i wish. Sometimes there is disappointments.

Still, it feels, it is more than the disappointments. It feels something worth trying. "Come what may", is on my playlist as well. No matter what may come (not betrayal) i keep on trying.

When two, totally adult, come together and try to create common life, there is two cultures to meet. How clean the home needs to be? How much time do each other need on his or her own?

We have our one-year-anniversary soon. Things have troubled. But still, for some reason, God knows what, we keep fighting for something we once found.