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Im Frustrated!!..Again!

Why do i have to be so confusing at times??

I Don't get what is with me thesedays, i think i told you about the guy i like from college and we're really good friends and we have so much in common, we enjoy a laugh and yet im such a wuss to pluck up the courage to tell him how i feel..His cousin (Who is in the same course as me) Tells me he fancies me, now i dunno if he's being stupid or just plain cruel but now im just confused.

I love this guy more than life itself, we're really good friends and i'd hate to sabotage that by doing something stupid like say i fancy you or i love you and then him laughing at me and telling me he doesn't feel the same...It's actually killing me not being able to tell him or anyone else how im feeling, im bottling it up and thats probably not doing me any good either.

Im 18 nearly 19 and i can't tell a lad how i feel!..What the hell is wrong with me?, ive had this sort of shyness around me since ive left school. Im nervous around the male race because i was bullied by them when i was at school...And to me that makes love or even finding a boyfriend extremely tough because i just think their all the same and they'll probably laugh at me as soon as i say something like will you go out with me or i love you.

Why is love confusing?, Why am i a wuss?..So many questions so little time

But im doing rambling.
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nymrgk77
nymrgk77●College Park, Maryland USA
Apr 6, 2008
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I have actually been in pretty much the same situation as you in the past, however it was even harder on me as she goes to school further away and I only see her once a month or so...Although I am the guy and I am supposed to be the one to say something, I couldn't bring myself to do it because I didn't want to ruin our friendship (when I did see her, we always had a great time and she is the person I went to when I had something I needed to talk about)...After a while me bottling this up drove a wedge between us, as we remained friends but it was just too hard to hear her talk about other guys...As much as I didn't want to ruin our friendship by telling her how I felt, I was ruining it by not telling her so I decided I had to...Because of the distance and infrequencies of seeing each other when we talked about it we decided that it was best that we kept things how they were, but our original friendship was restored...What I learned from this, and it should help you, is that if you are as close to someone as you say you are to this guy, even if you say something and he doesn't feel the same way it shouldn't ruin your friendship because even if he doesn't love you, he will definitely care deeply for you as a friend. He won't laugh at you or stomp on your heart, but if he is the guy you think he is then he will just politely turn you down and give you a good reason why, or better yet, he may accept. Anyway I hope I helped and I wish you the best of luck.
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Tollens
Tollens●Salt Lake City, Utah USA
Apr 8, 2008●67 Blogs●154 Comments
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If he gets mad at you for liking him and telling him, then he isn't worth being around. And me might be feeling the same way you do, and doesn't want to mess up with you either. Throw the first stone, see what happens.
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