Beyond Dreams!

For all those who feel this site does not work....I am writing this to encourage you to not give up! To try and cheer you up!

I was the loneliest of souls when I skeptically signed up to this seemingly lame free website. At best I thought maybe I could find a not completely ugly woman of mediocre intelligence that would not lie most of the time. Driven by a twenty plus year old unsatisfied s*xual desire, I hammered out blog after blog uncontrollably. Clicking and wishing I could end my most painful reality, lack of love....then I saw her. The most beautiful woman I have ever seen! But at that time she was just another most beautiful woman like in a magazine of models or such....I also felt she was unattainable and I was unworthy so I gave up and chased less attractive women. Hummm. I don't remember how it happened, but now we are pursuing our feelings and will be meeting this winter! My whole life has been turned around with meeting her. We have been exchanging emails every single day for over a year! Picture exchanges and voice chat too. I am more content with this online relationship than any other relationship i have had in the flesh! I know that sounds impossible, but it is true! She is everything I could ever dream of and more! I worry of meeting her because I might just explode at the airport from too much euphoria at first sight!

I was inspired to write this because I see many people that feel hopeless. I was once one of them. But all that self inflicted sorrow I produced in the past, convinced my pain of loneliness would keep me company to death, was in vain!

Thanks CS!