Crecendo

Time 3.15 am

Expansion of time in relativity to the theory of relativity.

Reverberating echoes of haunts seems to have completely engulfed my mind.

I sit, I stare, I wonder, I race, I stop, I go blank.........

Lack of options......Lack of options......

Lack of options seems to have numb my mind which has crept through to me during the past few weeks and has transcended into my soul.

Making me Numb.

Numb to the feelings which looking to explode out of my heart, Numb to let down a person who's waiting to hear me, Numb to the world around me.........Numb to my own self.

Numb like a charcoal gray day.

Sliver of the ghostly white curtain moved to reveal the cold sky.......the sky, Gray...gray as hard beaten solid rusted iron.

Light is dark and forward is now reverse.

Movement of the world had ceased to exist and stillness surrounds me right now.

Like a stillness of a dead body of water. The ripples once which was so happily lapping on the shores of my heart has now toned down to nothing but trickles of emotions.

Emotions which now I find hard to express, emotions so dry as the sands of Sahara.

Millions and millions of silvery arrows of pain seems to penetrate me... I hold my head down to ease out the pain.

BUT, pain is pain...and hard lesson learned.... "you cannot get away from pain"

Time 3.16 am

Nano seconds seems to be hours, hours seems to be weeks, days seems to be Ions of light years.

Pain travels at the speed of light.

Theory of relativity explained..... the hard way.