Happy Birthday

if i could tell the man i love something today,it would go something like this:

Happy birthday baby, its been two years since i met you, and i couldnt be happier for you to be celebrating another wonderful day. i know your with someone new,and i know you love her very much, and knowing that your happy helps me get through the day with a smile on even though im so sad and i miss you so much. i just want you to know that even though your another year older, and even when your 50 years older, youll always be in my heart. happy birthday baby, i love you.

i know what your thinking, and i wish i had the nerve to tell him this myself. knowing that only last year we celebrated together hurts me more then any other day. i wish things were different, but slowly im getting used to the idea that your gone. one day ill be happy again, and when that day comes ill still wish i could say the same thing on this special day.