In A Relationship...
I am so angry with myself right now, i know i should stop beating myself up about things. This blogs probably going to be about the guy i used to like back when i was at college a few months ago.Recently, i was talking to his cousin who added me on Facebook. I was going to take the plunge and tell him how i felt. So i added him as a friend and he accepted and i sent him a message telling him exactly how long id liked him and how i felt about him and basically i poured my heart out to him or i was about to press the send button until i noticed his status...In a relationship
I just felt like crying at that stage because id stoked myself up to do it and told myself to stop being a wuss and go ahead and then the final second i did he has a girlfriend..And i want my ring back!
I Know i shouldn't get mad but im mad at myself, he was giving me the come on a few months ago and i didn't let him know i was interested, and now im paying the price for it. He has a girlfriend and yet again i find myself alone when if i could of shown him i was interested and more than likely been in a Relationship but oh no, i dont reconize a green light when i see one...Gah it always happens to me!
But i guess i'll never learn from my mistakes.
Im doing rambling now, i bet your all bored crazy with my stupid boy rants lol!
Much Love
-BrunetteTeen18 x
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