having some quiet time
this last week literally gave me sharp stabbing pains in my head so I hunkered down to medtate and keep my stress levels down.My sister's whiplash is improving but my car is still out of commission and I am trying to let go all thoughts of the radiographer's report on my cat scan. They would not let me look and the glimpse i managed to catch meant nothing to my neurologically uneducated eyes. So i have to wait until Tuesday. The first day of my last chemo cycle. It is true what they say, this too shall pass.
Yesterday i finished mock ups of four print ads for the radio station and i think two of them are actually good while the other two are okay, just a bit pedestrian but really good artwork could make them - unfortunately my own sketching/painting is intermittent, occasionally inspired generally just run of the mill.
It has been four months since they nuked my brain and i am dizzy and feeling oddly weak again, the scary thing about radiation is it works slowly and makes edits in your system without warning, sits for a while and then starts up again, a bit like a flower blooming.
I am doing my best, went to a fishfry last night and going to the beach in about an hour. I went last week, walked into the water and fell flat on my face. The sea, the only place to fall, even kinder than love!
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Fingers crossed for Tuesday
I am working really hard on my attitude...really!
Glad you went to the fish-fry yesterday and are planning a beach trip today. However, we hope that you watch yourself carefully in the sea; don't let it lull you into a sense of false security/comfort! (It's the Sirens, you know!)
Take good care of yourself, Dorielle. Those of us here can wait if we need to!
Love,
J & D
Peter