This is Me Now!
Have you ever been hated or discriminated against!?!...Well I think I don't need to discribe how it feels like for those who have gone through it. Sometimes some discrimination that is directed towards me, I don't blame people for that cause it was partly my fault and I take responsibility. While others directed towards me are out of fear and or misunderstanding and thats to be expected. I can handle that!But once you put someones kids in it the shit gets escalated!!!!! Yes I have made alot of mistakes in life, no excuses I admit I was wrong and that at most times I wish I could re-write the past you see but I can't do that. If only life was like building a Lago house, if things go wrong I can always knock it down and start fresh again, but in the real world it doesn't work that way. Now I am not regretting the mistakes of the past, I must admit I have made peace with my past a long time ago; no more regrets but alot more wiser now in the future.
All I am trying to say is that "PAST" thank you for the lessons I've learnt and to the "FUTURE" I am ready now. YOU may think that I am still the same old person you thought I was when you knew me back then! Yea my life was a mess then but now you no nothing about her!
You see I've been through hell and back I can show you vouchers. I've fallen too many times now to know that its not weakness to ask for a little help! I've done that now Im back on track, using the innocent to get back @ me.....Now whose selfish!....whose the Monster now!?!
Believe me hate is never nice, I was that once...and its like you drinking poison and hoping the other person will die! So please this is my humble plea to you...Quit while you're still ahead!
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I hope eveything turns out alright for you.