Heart

I don't Understand
The way to your heart is full of eggshells
It's not accustomed to paths like this
I give it my all from the core

Rarely do these doors open in the inner most parts
In the past I have, but I gave up those rights a long time ago
Too many in that didn't deserve it
So I entrusted the keys to the ones with more understanding and knowledge of the "ways of the heart"

Every blue moon do I now let myself "risk" opening it on mere instincts
Risk the pain
Risk the loss
Risk the potential slaughter
Risk the handling of it
(I am beginning to hate risks)

Because of this, it's learned to love freely yet not completely
It's learned to love completely yet selectively
It's learned to love selectively yet with great caution
It's become cautious because it's wants to remain whole
Because it is whole, it has become wise and strong
Because it is wise and strong, it never ceases to grow
Because of its growth, its running out of space

.....Is there room for me where yours is at? Doesn't matter which door I enter in from!

Or is this another risk? For the ones holding the keys have started to lose it's faith in my decisions, for they also have alot invested in it also!