I just don't know what to do.

As each day comes
and goes i force
another smile upon
my face because i'm
avoiding all those
question. Whats the
matter even tho im
feeling alone deep pain

You are refusing my home
You are refusing my requests
You refusing my needs
But you telling me
You love me – Is this true?

how am i suppose to sleep
when your always on my mind
just thinking about me and you
and how you left me behind
what am i suppose to do

I'm almost afraid to look today
See what the years have done for my life
you made me older day by day
you have so many reasons for you side
But u can’t find any reason for my pain/side

This damn depression is taking over my life.
At the rate things are going, I'll never be a partner.
I am always feeling sad and blue, and I will always be alone
I just don't know what to do.

There is only single solution for me to
Erase this damn pain – that is what I am trying hard
To go faraway from this all sad memories