freebird

i would like to believe that there is life after death. that we get to come back as many times as it takes until we get it right. that we somehow get rewarded for the good and kind things that we do now in our next life. but if it is true that we only get one life, one chance to get it right then this is what i purpose. i purpose to live it up and take full advantage. life is just one grain of sand amongst beaches. i left the comfort of everything i've ever known so that i could discover who i am. i dont want to just be a product of my environment and the people around me. i want to be me. i want to know me. and i want to love me.
i want to hug trees whenever i feel like it. i want to listen to loud music. i want to take pictures of my journies. i want to dance like no one is watching. i want to remove completely the word hate from my life. i want to take every opportunity that comes my way. i want to see new places and meet friendly people. i want to do all the things that people tell me i cant. i want to play my guitar, and admire the stars. i want to write poetry, and maybe publish a book someday. i want to love with all my heart, and be kind to everyone. i want to study religions and have discussions about life with strangers. i want to travel to all the ends of the world. i want to rid myself of worldly desires and live spiritually. i want to cleanse my body and start new. i want to dance in the rain and chase a tornado. i want to go skydiving and swim with sharks. i want to break and free myself from the chains that i am now bound by. i want to fly. i want to live everyday as if it were my last and i want to live with no regrets