BREAKING UP

A new twist on a way to frequent subject...
lets see...well .......i started dating the year i got out of high school..and tried to go out every nite that i could..up until the year i got married (87-88) divorced in (91-92)..met a gal a few years later..by accident and we were together until 5 years ago...
so no real dates since (87)... two relationships..one short one long.. so what is this blog about???

i am confused about this new net dating..breaking up ..the whole thing.. i have been on this site..since a year ago..before that yahoo..and then match... in all that time ( 3 years) up till december of last year.. 4 coffee dates... couple of hours out of the day ..after spending hours on the phone and on the net poor return for your investment??? yah think???

then
i meet a gal i really like in december..i am on here twice a day..for a couple of months.. then two weekends we spend together..its great..i think i have found the lady i am looking for then last week it all comes crashing down..she is not interested and to be fair.she never told me she was.. never said she wanted a relationship.. but i was flying high ..i felt 16 all over again and that my friends is a stretch.. now today she pulled herself from my facebook..and i would assume i am blocked on here.. (havent tried).. and am told to not contact her..
dating has become so tough!! you spend so much time on the net or the phone to try to meet someone.. then they have a quick cup of coffee or a couple of dates and then boom!!! with the click of mouse you are history.. i think the whole thing stinks..i seldom run into any women i find interesting..that are not dating or married..or way younger than me..so the net was my only option..unless i want to go on expedtions to the city on weekend to find a gal??? think i could stuff one in the truck???
well i just am venting..dont drink so cannot sit on a bar stool and cry in my beer..i feel like hell..and right now i hate all women i have had a week to hurt and feel bad but had hoped she would change her mind.. if folks have a mutal agreeement to split its one thing.. but when its just one side.. somebody pays the piper..and its me .. and i am tired of paying.. so .........hey guys...i hope you all have better luck than i.. it hurts like hell to get dumped...