LATE NITE BLUES
its late..at least for me.. after midnight..hard to go to sleep.. harder yet.. to know ..its over..no longer will we have contact.. write..talk..see each other..no more wonderfull weekends.. yes ..i know there were only two...i had plans for many more..a spring and summer full..and then even more..
the emptiness that comes with
loss..
its hard to fill
leaves a void.. to deep to bridge..
time had started to heal ..to mend the abyss..
i thought i had healed enough to join the fray
to withstand the assult
on selfesteem.. selfdoubt..selfconfidence.
i find i still am a fragile vessel.. to easy
to damage..to quick to emerge..
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