My girlfriend wont let me go, Ive told her the relationship is unhealthy, cause we both play pyshicologically with each other.
as soon as I get another girl, then she is here to frighten her and chase her away.
But, then she ignores me for days on end, when I try to contact her.
Then if I do the reverse, cause now Im fed up with her, then she tries to commit suicide.
so, she wont let me cut her off completely, and she is really turning my mind inside out.
One minute she wants me, the next minute, couldnt be bothered with me, but she wont allow our relationship to end completely.
I have flings, only because she is never with me, and she gets drunk on weekends and has flings.
Worst of all, she wants revenge on me, and when she is about to tempt suicide, she also says over the phone, my life is over, look what youve done to me etc, etc. goodbye.
And I yell over the phone, Please dont do it.
And I know she isnt joking, when she attempts it, cause the last time, she was in hospital for an overdose, tried to hang herself already, and this time, I found her at the bridge just intime for the second time, when she was about to jump onto the railway track.