Being 40s re: Romance
I'm single in my 40s. Has kid and live with me. Seeing my situation, sometime I hate to be single, loneliness is killing me softly. But most of the time I'm grateful being single. Marriage was giving me a chance to know the feeling of being wife. Separation is giving me chance to know my qualities, my strength and to know who I really am. I'm grateful for being single till lonelyness attack me, I start think of "looking" man again. But then I wonder, what actually I am looking for? What I need? I have enough sources to gain what people call "good life". So what then? Sex? Companion? Or what?
There is always risk to start life with new person. It's like buying something in a bag... No wonder more people stay single than those who find their second or third chance being with someone.
Some 40s are still excited to search their mrs/mr right. Will this spirit of wanting to find someone would stay till their 50s?