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the pain in my heart!!!

Its times like these that I wish I had someone special in my life,,,just to hold me till the pain subsides.I am alone ( except for friends on CS) and needs to deal with it by myself. Its difficult to sleep at night, and the tears won't stop,,,,,but I knew it was coming, I just hoped time would pass more slowly. Now as I'm preparing to celebrate my son's birthday and his farewell all in one, I find it so difficult to handle....after spending 3 wonderful months with me he's going back home (Taiwan),,I spent my first mothers day with him in 10 years,,,,so now only the pictures and the memories remain!!!

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virgosingle●greymouth, West Coast New Zealand

Jun 19, 2014●409 Blogs●8,106 Comments

awww you're a real sweet mother to your family ....

Mimi1973●Perak,, Malaysia

Jun 19, 2014●15 Blogs●2,342 Comments

Oooohhhhhhh Val,

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Thank you Virgo!

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Mimi my friend!

ekself●Onehorsetown, Eastern Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●1 Blogs●1,711 Comments

Mimi1973●Perak,, Malaysia

Jun 19, 2014●15 Blogs●2,342 Comments

Val, times like this I wish we are near to each other so that we can all go out for a yummy afternoon tea and take your mind off on certain things albeit only for a short time....

123butterflies●saskatoon, Saskatchewan Canada

Jun 19, 2014●4 Blogs●1,792 Comments

Awwww val

I hear ya, be lost without my babes, even Charlie,

and for real, if my babes moved far away I would follow them, and they know that, so my two oldest live close by me, I need them near me always, its a mom thing I guess

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Thanx Ekself.

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Oh Mimi, that would be so great!

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Butter, yes my friend, now its only my daughter here and my late son's kids.

123butterflies●saskatoon, Saskatchewan Canada

Jun 19, 2014●4 Blogs●1,792 Comments

val I send you many sweet vibes, and I always say, enjoy the moment with those around today, they deserve you too

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Butter, I just received them all. Thank you so much!

britishcolumbian●unknown, British Columbia Canada

Jun 19, 2014●12 Blogs●889 Comments

Val it will take some time before the emptiness is filled again.
It is a big adjustment to make.
You have many great memories to cheries and to look at.

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

BC, I know it will take time, but its still painful.

FLYJAMES●GOUDA, South Holland Netherlands

Jun 19, 2014●205 Blogs●1,798 Comments

Val there is Skype the net and some times maybe you coud go to Taiwan ??
Always look on the bright side of life. Why not give EK a call and have lunch with her one day, only take some working clothes <laugh> with you..

Ed1941●Bullhead City,, Arizona USA

Jun 19, 2014●151 Blogs●4,758 Comments

I have often thought about living somewhere else like a tropical country but then I can't. All of my kids are here. I would not be without them for a trillions $$$$!!

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

King Fly, I know that, but he just spnt 3 months here, and its as if he was back homeb

Welela●Secret City, Buskerud Norway

Jun 19, 2014●2,822 Comments

I am sorry you feel down. But maybe when your son has left you should give yourself a sort of a gift? A new hobby maybe? Make yourself do things and don't let anything be too hard. I too live alone, but I have found peace inside myself and I am a quite happy lady now. I take my walks in the forest (now that is an idea), I read my books I borrow from the library and I see my grandkids now and then... I think life is what you self make of it and if you like it to be good, fight for this feeling. What you send out, you get back. Bright Blessings to you Val.

FLYJAMES●GOUDA, South Holland Netherlands

Jun 19, 2014●205 Blogs●1,798 Comments

Sorry ask Val,,how many kids do you have at home now ?? and is your son your only child ???

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Ed, I can never stand in my kids way of finding happiness elsewhere,,I just won't tell him how I really feel.

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Welela, thanx, I will have to do something,

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Al and king fly, my son is my first born, he will be 39 years old tomorrow. I had 2 son's and my daughter came after 11 years. I lost my middle son last year,,,,so its just the 3 of us now,,,,,I will give my life for my kids and I know they love me the same!

Calleis●Vienna, Austria

Jun 19, 2014●4 Blogs●1,289 Comments

Hi Val!
You will still be getting in contact with your dear son, so don't be sad!

I hope your wishes for further things and people you like will come true. There are so many things you can still aim to get....

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Call, I will be in contact with him, its just that he spent 3 whole months with me after 10 years!!!!

Zeurich●unknown, Utrecht Netherlands

Jun 19, 2014●165 Blogs●1,300 Comments

I truly understand val you also like my mom she was way too cried when I got in to the plane last night and she is always calling me over the Skype but she say she does not get the feeling like I am home.. I am mostly possible going back home to LA. I miss them more too honestly and also my daughter loves grand pa and grand ma a lot she always asks when we go there again here we have no one that is what my little 9 yr old saying. Most possible by the summer I am moving back to LA. My father and mother busy looking for a good school my little one.

I cannot say take it easy val it is honestly hard

I wish we both can go to the airport

Zeurich●unknown, Utrecht Netherlands

Jun 19, 2014●165 Blogs●1,300 Comments

Not the night it is the time sorry

Calleis●Vienna, Austria

Jun 19, 2014●4 Blogs●1,289 Comments

Val,
I am sure your son is reminding all the sweet moments you had together..

heartwings::happyplace:

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Zeu, oh so we are in the same boat, and we know how each other feel, my son left home 2 years after my husband passed, and came home for his sisters 21st birthday 7years ago,,,,and last year for his brothers funeral, but only stayed few days,,,,,this time he stayed 3 months and it felt so permanant, and I think that is the reason its so hard now. They say there is a light at the end of the tunnel.

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Call, yes my dear,,,and I had to cook all his favorite foods and bake for him,,,,,although he's a good cook as well, but mom's cooking is always the best,,,we took turns cooking and last night he made taco's for dinner.

Mimi1973●Perak,, Malaysia

Jun 19, 2014●15 Blogs●2,342 Comments

Val, I'm beginning to feel hungry.....

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Mimi, why is it when you hear about food and cakes you feel hungry?

Angelpepper●Glen Ellyn, Illinois USA

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●10,202 Comments

Awww Val!
A Group Hugs!...

Mimi1973●Perak,, Malaysia

Jun 19, 2014●15 Blogs●2,342 Comments

Because I'm always hungry.....and me love cakes, lots of them....

Mimi1973●Perak,, Malaysia

Jun 19, 2014●15 Blogs●2,342 Comments

Angel!

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Angel, come here my friend, let me hug youm tight.

Angelpepper●Glen Ellyn, Illinois USA

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●10,202 Comments

Val;
................

It will be alright!.....

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

Angel, because I have you guys here, that's why!!!

Angelpepper●Glen Ellyn, Illinois USA

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●10,202 Comments

Val;
Woo Hoo! yeah!.....

val53OP●cape town, Western Cape South Africa

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●724 Comments

yeah Angel!

Angelpepper●Glen Ellyn, Illinois USA

Jun 19, 2014●9 Blogs●10,202 Comments

Val;

Ouch! That is a symbol of a sky angel.

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