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the pain in my heart!!!

Its times like these that I wish I had someone special in my life,,,just to hold me till the pain subsides.I am alone ( except for friends on CS) and needs to deal with it by myself. Its difficult to sleep at night, and the tears won't stop,,,,,but I knew it was coming, I just hoped time would pass more slowly. Now as I'm preparing to celebrate my son's birthday and his farewell all in one, I find it so difficult to handle....after spending 3 wonderful months with me he's going back home (Taiwan),,I spent my first mothers day with him in 10 years,,,,so now only the pictures and the memories remain!!!

Comments (89)

virgosingle
awww you're a real sweet mother to your family ....comfort hug hug
Mimi1973
Oooohhhhhhh Val, comfort hug hug teddybear
val53
Thank you Virgo!comfort
val53
Mimi my friend!comfort
ekself
hug sad flower
Mimi1973
Val, times like this I wish we are near to each other so that we can all go out for a yummy afternoon tea and take your mind off on certain things albeit only for a short time....hug bouquet
123butterflies
Awwww val hug I hear ya, be lost without my babes, even Charlie, frustrated and for real, if my babes moved far away I would follow them, and they know that, so my two oldest live close by me, I need them near me always, its a mom thing I guess teddybear
val53
Thanx Ekself.comfort
val53
Oh Mimi, that would be so great!sad flower
val53
Butter, yes my friend, now its only my daughter here and my late son's kids.sad flower
123butterflies
val I send you many sweet vibes, and I always say, enjoy the moment with those around today, they deserve you too teddybear bouquet teddybear
val53
Butter, I just received them all. Thank you so much!sad flower
britishcolumbian
Val it will take some time before the emptiness is filled again.
It is a big adjustment to make.
You have many great memories to cheries and to look at.



teddybear
val53
BC, I know it will take time, but its still painful.comfort sad flower
Val there is Skype the net and some times maybe you coud go to Taiwan ??
Always look on the bright side of life. Why not give EK a call and have lunch with her one day, only take some working clothes <laugh> with you..peace peace peace
Ed1941
I have often thought about living somewhere else like a tropical country but then I can't. All of my kids are here. I would not be without them for a trillions $$$$!!
val53
King Fly, I know that, but he just spnt 3 months here, and its as if he was back homebcomfort
Welela
I am sorry you feel down. But maybe when your son has left you should give yourself a sort of a gift? A new hobby maybe? Make yourself do things and don't let anything be too hard. I too live alone, but I have found peace inside myself and I am a quite happy lady now. I take my walks in the forest (now that is an idea), I read my books I borrow from the library and I see my grandkids now and then... I think life is what you self make of it and if you like it to be good, fight for this feeling. What you send out, you get back. Bright Blessings to you Val.yay teddybear hug
Allia1
Ahhhhhh my dear Val, cherish the 3 months you had together, and start planning the next visit. What age is your child? Sorry men out there, but it's not natural for a mother to have to be without her babies. Val my heart bleeds with you. Take care and be kind to yourself xxx
Sorry ask Val,,how many kids do you have at home now ?? and is your son your only child ???hug hug
val53
Ed, I can never stand in my kids way of finding happiness elsewhere,,I just won't tell him how I really feel.
val53
Welela, thanx, I will have to do something,sad flower
val53
Al and king fly, my son is my first born, he will be 39 years old tomorrow. I had 2 son's and my daughter came after 11 years. I lost my middle son last year,,,,so its just the 3 of us now,,,,,I will give my life for my kids and I know they love me the same!heart beating
Calleis
Hi Val!
You will still be getting in contact with your dear son, so don't be sad! professor wink
I hope your wishes for further things and people you like will come true. There are so many things you can still aim to get....wine daydream sheep boxing happy place
val53
Call, I will be in contact with him, its just that he spent 3 whole months with me after 10 years!!!!comfort sad flower
Zeurich
I truly understand val you also like my mom she was way too cried when I got in to the plane last night and she is always calling me over the Skype but she say she does not get the feeling like I am home.. I am mostly possible going back home to LA. I miss them more too honestly and also my daughter loves grand pa and grand ma a lot she always asks when we go there again here we have no one that is what my little 9 yr old saying. Most possible by the summer I am moving back to LA. My father and mother busy looking for a good school my little one. bouquet bouquet
I cannot say take it easy val it is honestly hard hug hug I wish we both can go to the airporthug hug
Zeurich
Not the night it is the time sorry laugh laugh
Calleis
Val,
I am sure your son is reminding all the sweet moments you had together..winkheartwings::happyplace:
val53
Zeu, oh so we are in the same boat, and we know how each other feel, my son left home 2 years after my husband passed, and came home for his sisters 21st birthday 7years ago,,,,and last year for his brothers funeral, but only stayed few days,,,,,this time he stayed 3 months and it felt so permanant, and I think that is the reason its so hard now. They say there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
val53
Call, yes my dear,,,and I had to cook all his favorite foods and bake for him,,,,,although he's a good cook as well, but mom's cooking is always the best,,,we took turns cooking and last night he made taco's for dinner.comfort sad flower
Mimi1973
Val, I'm beginning to feel hungry.....grin
val53
Mimi, why is it when you hear about food and cakes you feel hungry?dancing dog
Angelpepper
Awww Val!
A Group Hugs!...reunion group hug hug
Mimi1973
Because I'm always hungry.....and me love cakes, lots of them....love smitten wow grin
Mimi1973
Angel! reunion danceline group hug
val53
Angel, come here my friend, let me hug youm tight.comfort reunion
Angelpepper
Val;
................hug
It will be alright!.....comfort
val53
Angel, because I have you guys here, that's why!!!dancing dog dancing dog
Angelpepper
Val;
Woo Hoo! yeah!.....dancing dog
val53
crazy angel2 yeah Angel!

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