DISCOVERIES AND DISAPPOINTMENTS
We live our lives pretty much laid out and set up once you've done everything and thinking nothing can really surprise you anymore. What an understatement that is. Overconfidence derived from savored experiences can bury you alive sometimes for getting ahead of your mind.Everyday you're in for a new beginning, new adventure, so mind boggling it twists your reason and unbelieving it's happening. And, at such an age you feel your children became your parents and dying to hear their take. Perhaps only to laugh at you and perhaps even thinking we deserve every ounce of our inane and brusque brush of life. You feel like an idiot, yet, choices available for you is either you act like all is fine but deep inside you want to explode. Or, admit you're so helpless and commit yourself to a mental health facility and wait for them to tell you, your brain had been reduced to a grain of sand. Or, perhaps on vacation and your foolish heart is jubilant to the max. Like a kid all alone and do anything with freedom up to the nines.
Reality is out of reach. Now, how would you get back on track?
Would you dare confront your situation? Knowing your mind will finally wake up and pull you out? In the meantime you're sure when that happens, it's goodbye happiness and joy?
Or would you stay for a while and enjoy the ride of your life? Saying: "if loving you is wrong, who wants to be right?
Thanks for all your reads and comments.
Comments (49)
I'm......as confused as you are!
get married ......
Marriage is offered but I'm like burning with euphoria and skepticism.
Not easy V.
I know this is not going to sound like much of a suggestion....but, I would recommend just reading and/or listening to some of Eckhart Tolle's stuff he has on the internet.
I would also suggest listening to him with a relaxed environment and with an open mind.
Afterall, what could it hurt? Who knows, maybe you will find it interesting?
I wish you the best.
I thought I was happy though, until this one.
And that's what my dilemma is. The euphoric and thrill of being so on the edge.
Don't eat pizza V unless from Italy and Switzerland. US pizza? Nah.
How is your boat?
Hi Lindsy, fun and interesting blog. Hey, I say, just go with the flow and enjoy each day! Yeah!
Everything is good right now, it's just that today begins a new few days of a heatwave here in California. That means I may be smelling like onions if I stay outside too long. lol
I hope you're enjoying life, love and lots of happiness.
Onion smells good, and it's the cows stench on why 5, can't stand.
yes, I know that smell. I just bought one of them scent cards you hang from the rear view mirror in the car, it is the "Hwy 5 cow smell" odor card. lol
Thank you for bringing a smile to my day, and perhaps to many other people too. Have a great weekend!
Take care my friend.
It is not always good to be correct all the time, so enjoy being wrong!!
Miss you my friend.
Doing well...worked today and off for a few days...what about you?
The house house how is the it coming along?
I have been ready this blog and the last one, and also all the comments but I haven´t written any.
I prefer to stay as an "observer" as if I started to write it could be very lengthy, and probably not useful...
All I can say is, enjoy the moment while you can as life is much too short to spend our time in the past and also worry about the future.
There is a quote for you: "Remember to stay in the moment as yesterday´s only today´s memory and tomorrow just today´s dream.
The moment is NOW!"
That sounds great...lind...maybe we should listen to Minerva...life wouldn't be so hard...love is good...it gets better with time...
Nice to hear from you...how have you been?...
Yes. How are you?