Life is an ocean of limitless possibilities. Big and small. Good and bad. Sometimes we create them but most of the time they are thrown in our laps. They just happen and before we know it, we're drowned and don't even realize how the hell we got there. How did it start or when.
But I believe, when we're too trusting and too laid-back, and love someone (or feel we do), yet the mind thinks otherwise, we let ourselves swept off because we've become so carried away by the same euphoric feeling of passion.
We're submissive and while we're aware of the impending consequences hatching up over your head, you have become weak and your reasons are somewhat hazy.
But you just know there's a fight looming inside of you. It's prominent but the dominance of your heart and emotions is beyond your strength to overcome. If at all, you just want to close your eyes and get carried away because it's too ecstatic as you've never experienced before.
But when all that you've become is strangely bothering your conscience, which surface once in a while. What are you going to do? Would you dare stop? Even if you know this change and chance will never come again?
Note: you've always been a pillar of a good reputation and honor, your principles hadn't a stain nor has it ever been compromised, living this life has made you stepped into the wild.
You feel you lost your old self. You're stepping up to a whole new world. A new horizon that is totally untested. You've become like a child, curious and worse, borderline irresponsible because of the irresistible call of the wild.
What would you do? Swim in it and say: Yes, this is life? Never mind that your kids will laugh at you? But even them are having a blast in your new world.
Still confusion and doubts are constantly lurking behind you. Relentlessly telling you to wake up and stop. What would you do? In fact has anyone been there?
Thanks all for your reads and comments to my silly and immature life.