It was not puppy love.
Some people only love once. I’m such a person. The only man I ever loved got married when I was fourteen. I thought my world ended. In a way it did. My mother said it was puppy love. She was wrong. I did not do my ex-husband a favor when I married him. I did not love him and he knew it. He was not such a bad man. I drove him to other women with my coldness towards him. The only good that came from our union is the two wonderful children he gave me. I only live for them and live my love out within them. I don’t know what I’m doing here. I can never love somebody else.
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And you're here to feed us titbits about Cat, make friends, and maybe spot someone who sparks a tiny bit of that teenage breathlessness. Stranger things happen.
So it seems like single I'll stay.
there is someone for you, it will happen I know, im an optomist
I loved more than once, enjoyed every time and wouldn't want to miss it in the future.
Wishing you happiness Bea.
I tried and I tried and I tried... I thought I could learn to love my ex-husband. I was wrong.
If he is single is, talk to him.
You didn't love your ex-husband, and put a childhood love on a pedestal. These 2 events have become intermingled in your brain.
You should just accept that you didn't love your ex, just because you didn't love your ex, end of.
Not because you are incapable of loving anybody apart from your childhood love.
Once you can accept that, then you might accept that you could, and can, love somebody else.
I do not know you but I know we all have one life to live. Maybe you should make the most of that single time we have and move on...unless you know you have a chance with him?
In my family single women may not show their faces.