Does A woman Need A Man? I Mean Really, Really?

Or Am I Being Weak Here?

I, for one need a man. I paid too high a price for my so-called freedom and independence which I start to detest when I’m lonely and in need of support and appreciation from a MAN. Freedom and independence sound great but what would you be willing to give up for it? When I was going through that painful divorce , the thought of being free and independent was such a comfort. I told myself it would be nice to be free again, live my life the way I want it, do what I want, cook what I want, come and go anytime and wherever I want…and I’m doing all of that now. The truth is, I’m not proud of it, I’m unhappy and I feel such a huge void inside me when I’m alone and no one to talk to and cuddle with.

I’m in a long distance relationship and I’ll be lying if I say that I’m happy and content with exchanging messages, photos, naughty sexy chats and exchanging comforting words over the phone with someone living in another country and just meet up for long weekend every few months. The truth is...It sucks!


I miss having a man beside me, to talk to… and argue with every few bad days of the month, the same man I will rely on when things fall apart, same man who will make me feel protected and tells me all will be OK, same man who will make me feel desirable, wanted and needed . I miss having someone who asks me how’s my day, when and where did I go, what will I cook for dinner and will ask me “what’s wrong ?” when he sees the troubled and unhappy expression in my eyes

I’m not looking for a super man. Just like me, he doesn’t have to be perfect, just MAN enough to understand the imperfect woman in me, the crazy silly person in me , love me for who I am and can meet me halfway He has to be someone I can share everything with and could bring out the best in me so I could accomplish my role as a woman Someone who can do a bit of fixing and carpentry jobs will be a bonus…and of course he’s got to be cuddly and a good kisser . Am I asking too much? I hate the thought that I could be living a single life for the rest of my life. . I would prefer to have a man beside me and grow old with him. Does that make me a weak woman?