Just venting

if i cause this family
so much misery,
so much pain,
so much tears.

why do you put up with me
why tell me you love me and
then tell me you hate me
why tell me anything

i see it in your eyes
all the time
every second of everyday
that hate you have against me

i know that your lives
would be better with out me.
even better if you didnt have me
so just give me one thing
thats all i ask


just tell me
and i will go
i promise.
i wont look back
i wont regret it.
i wont cry adout it
i wont hold on to it
like a lost dream.

i just really want to know
the truth
why did you put me in this world
if you didnt want to
take the consequences
that came along with it?
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Once a child is grown it is up to them to make it or break it. A family can stand behind you for just so long before being forced to let go.

I have a son who has been that way since his teen years. The entire family have been there to support him through all of his trials and tribulations even when he left his 18 month old daughter with me two years ago. You can care so much, help so much before you have to let them go. He chooses to stay away from the family until we can do something for him. He just turned 28 and still has no pot to pee in or a window to throw it out.

So tell me how long should we continue to take his consequesnces in and out of jail and hold his hand when he has to have surgery when he gets beat down a drunken fight or beat the hell out of another girlfriend. dunno confused

Maybe this will answer your question. frustrated
they love you but they also want the best for you also,take time and you will see they will come around and show it also.god bless you and don't give in or upangel peace
dont let me get you wrong. i totally agree with what you are saying, but I'm not like that. I have tried so hard to do want my parents say and make them proud of the person i am. im out there looking for a job and trying my hardest. I'm not setting and wait for it to be handed to me. I'm not out there drinking or partying like all the other girls my age. I cook and clean and do what my parents tell me to do, and when it comes to me needing a new pair of shones that i would pay half for the say no. i put my own gas in the car, when i use it pay for my own car insurance with the money i make from babysitting and housework that i do for my neighbors, and they still tell me that im wasting there money by eating thier food. i just dont understand, becasue believe me i would be glad to go. if i had a place to go.. i would understand if my parents helped me and encouraged me that i can find a job and that my dreams can come true, but they look at me like its all my fault they are having the problems that they are having..
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