Just venting
if i cause this familyso much misery,
so much pain,
so much tears.
why do you put up with me
why tell me you love me and
then tell me you hate me
why tell me anything
i see it in your eyes
all the time
every second of everyday
that hate you have against me
i know that your lives
would be better with out me.
even better if you didnt have me
so just give me one thing
thats all i ask
just tell me
and i will go
i promise.
i wont look back
i wont regret it.
i wont cry adout it
i wont hold on to it
like a lost dream.
i just really want to know
the truth
why did you put me in this world
if you didnt want to
take the consequences
that came along with it?
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I have a son who has been that way since his teen years. The entire family have been there to support him through all of his trials and tribulations even when he left his 18 month old daughter with me two years ago. You can care so much, help so much before you have to let them go. He chooses to stay away from the family until we can do something for him. He just turned 28 and still has no pot to pee in or a window to throw it out.
So tell me how long should we continue to take his consequesnces in and out of jail and hold his hand when he has to have surgery when he gets beat down a drunken fight or beat the hell out of another girlfriend.
Maybe this will answer your question.