If only I knew ...

... That you will never hear your voice, I would appreciate your every word ... every sound of your voice with all your heart.

If only I knew ...
... That this was our last hug. I hold you tightly in his arms and hope that will never let you go. If only I knew ...
... It was the last time really the last time I see you, I'd find time to appreciate everything about you.

If only I knew ...
... That the differences do not mean a lack of love, I would hurt a lot less. If only I knew ...
... Even if everything in my life seem that happens the wrong way and fall apart around me, even when my heart is broken, my God promised to always be with me.

If only I knew ...
... I am helpless to change other people, I'd stop trying to be free to love them for what they were, with all their flaws. If only I knew ...
... Momentary pleasures that can destroy a reputation life forms itself, I would have found the strength to say no to temptation.

If only I knew ...
... That morning will not come, I would ask for forgiveness for anything wrong that I may have caused you. If only I knew ...
... I'll never share my day with someone you'd enjoy every second.

If only I knew ...
... It was the last gift that I can donate, I would surprise you with something that can not compare with you. If only I knew ...
... That miracles happen, I would have stayed faithful to God with all your heart and soul.

If only I knew ...
... I'm trapped in life for tomorrow and for the future, which was present only in my imagination, I'd slow down, to outline boundaries around my work and find time for people I love. If only I knew ...
... That my choice as to seem small and insignificant, I walked away from you, I would have turned back and run at you with all his strength.

If only I knew ...
... That your hand will never hold my own, I'd wish this moment ends. If only I knew ...
... That my voice will be silenced forever, my words to you would end with "I love you!"

If only I knew ...
... That the rift in our relationship can not fix it, I would do all he could to make things right. If only I knew ...
... That no word of love is not lost, I would not let my tongue more freedom to speak true by heart.

If only I knew ...
... The destructive power of rumors and slander people, I would choose his words more carefully. If only I knew ...
... It is sometimes better not to know, I would spare the care and the mental anguish that I never wanted to wear.

If only I knew ...
... That my past is no excuse for what I am now, that truth would set me free without cost me nothing. If only I knew ...
... That success is never measured in dollars or jobs, I'd appreciate more the things that are eternal.

If only I knew ...
... Wonders that surround everything we do ... anywhere ... anytime, I would have sought my little corner of the world and be amazed constantly.

If only I knew ...
... That sadness and pain can be so deep and destruction, I would be available to other more often.

Author: Lance Ubals