The strange need for companionship
I’ve been thinking about something that was said to me. It has temporarily given me the idea to consider being a couple. No, there isn’t anyone known that I might consider being in a relationship with. It’s simply a break in my “no relationship “ mantra.My recent back story is the dumping of a financial and emotional parasite. You know the type. The ones who will say and do anything to remain in an arrangement that provides food and shelter...
I’ve had poems proclaiming love, a proposal of marriage etc. still, I dumped his a**. Since then, this individual has written poems and proposed marriage to 3 other women in 3 month’s time. This has confirmed the fact that his words are all bull shit.
The above news doesn’t shock or sadden me. I got out alive lol.
Back to what was said to me...a simple sentence that, even with my latest blunder, makes me consider.
Like the pain of childbirth and kidney stones, I am beginning to forget the reasons why I want to remain single. It’s as if I have a case of amnesia.
I think amnesia is my method of coping. Unfortunately, I don’t trust myself enough to try again.
I’m on a slippery slope. That’s it from me today.
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As far as internet dating, it’s easier to block a person than have them removed from the home