True Love

I've known a True Love. Its the most wonderful thing of all. My wife (best friend, partner,soulmate and love of my life ) passed away before me. So I'm alone again. I'm not looking for true love again. Because you can't find true love by looking for it. You may find liers, scammers and cheats. You may let yourself be conned and hurt. Truth is true love finds you. When the time is right it will hit you when you least exspect it. Ever hear the term Love Hurts. Even thou it is true it's never used correctly. People say love hurts when it is a lack of love that is hurting them.because someone cheated, conned, or abused them. The person or monster that did that did not love you. If theybdod they would not of done what they did. If you love someone that doesn't love you it's going to cost you. In a way you hurt yourself by trusting someone with your heart that you shouldn't. That's why I am not looking for love. I'm looking for a new friend. A female friend who is honest. Who tells me the truth. If I am lucky and find a new female best friend. Someone that I have fun with no matter what we are doing. Work or play can be fun with her. Someone I can tell anything to and know they won't hold it against me. He'll it's not hard to fall for a woman like that. I can honestly say I have never been unfaithful to a woman. The opening are always there. You can not make someone feel special unless they are the only one. It's impossible and anyone who says different in a lier and a cheat. When you find that special person nobody else will do. You stop looking because you have what you need. Holding hands can be very intimate. A knowing look can say a lot. Love hurts when you watch the one you love in pain. You hurt because the one you love hurts. So don't give up. Because it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all. Giving up is the fastest easiest way to lose. God Bless and happy hunting. My watches over me. I sure miss her hugs tho