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Furball adventures Furball is sleeping. totally zonked, kaput, out of it. His little paws lie limply on his chest and his back legs sprawl as his little head falls bac...	1,346	4	0	Oct 2007	Jan 1	Apr 18
Getting nowhere fast. Three days have sauntered by and in the fourth I find myself a speeding bullet trying to rebuild the things I deconstruct...	942	6	0	Jan 2008	Sep 26	Apr 19
What I Saw The newspaper seller gets older every year, cheeks more grizzled step less spry as he dashes into traffic dispensing papers, giving change to a...	1,174	3	0	Aug 2007	Mar 2022	Apr 20
I have nothing to say not a thought, not a concept or an idea. Not even a mild conjecture on the state of the world, just a vast echoing nothing that sits in the center of...	1,604	14	0	Jun 2007	Jun 2021	Apr 24
everything changes.... miss a few weeks blogging and when you come back the whole site looks different!~ I kind of wiped myself out doing too m...	743	4	0	Dec 2008	Jun 2021	Apr 19
Time for work It's ten p.m. and time to head off to keep the people company till dawn. On the schedule for tonight: a feature on acupuncture;poetry and music music...	1,344	1	0	May 2007	Mar 2020	Apr 20
Midnight til Morning. It is dark when I leave for work All the leaves, the grass, the bougainvillea are grey and silver silhouettes against th...	692	1	0	Dec 2007	Feb 2011	Apr 20
Waiting to Know I used to wear my hair long enough to sit on then, one day exhausted by the heat, by the sheer weight of it, I had it all cut off. Such freedom! I ra...	1,021	3	0	Sep 2007	Jun 2010	Apr 20

The rest of the moment...and an update And that's the thing. Survival. What we are designed to do but I look around and see the puzzlement in the eyes of people w...	933	4	0	Apr 2008	Jul 2009	Apr 20
moving forward, again. Six weeks ago my world was turned upside down, again. Over the course of about four days I discovered my cancer had spread...	1,019	8	0	Mar 2009	Apr 2009	Apr 24
The unkindest cut of all... is the one you do yourself! About two years or so ago I decided to give my hair the freedom to be the colour I basically gave it when I electrocuted m...	969	0	0	Aug 2007	Mar 2009	Apr 20
catching up It has been a while since I have written here because I kept waiting for the news to get better. It got worse instead. T...	719	8	0	Mar 2009	Mar 2009	Apr 19
when did it stop being fun? It all sort of crept up on padded paws oozing silently into the room, waiting patiently for me to look up and see the writi...	1,218	7	0	Nov 2008	Dec 2008	3 hrs ago
forgetting how to multi task I have always been able to do more than one thing at the same time, now suddenly that too has changed and I find I have one...	992	3	0	Nov 2008	Nov 2008	Apr 19
defining normal it's been a week since i wrote. Couple of reasons - I retreated to bed for three daysto cherish the exquisite pain that sud...	855	2	0	Nov 2008	Nov 2008	Apr 19
Tuesday came, Tueasday went I saw my brain, unfortunately it did not come with a radiographer's report (nor an owner's manual) so I am hoping Dr.I or D...	1,029	1	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 24
having some quiet time this last week literally gave me sharp stabbing pains in my head so I hunkered down to medtate and keep my stress levels do...	1,163	7	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 19
sis is ok apart from severe whiplash, but I am very grateful that her spine was not battered too much as she had a previous injury wh...	1,154	6	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 24
my sister i was just getting ready to go to the beach (finally!) with my neighbours when my sister called. She hadf been driving m...	1,106	2	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 24
another week... I have tried to take it easy today, resting the arm and hand which are actually inflicting a great deal of pain onme anyti...	929	1	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 18
bones and things Today was osteo day and I learned something new. All along I have assumed that as the pressures on my brainstem eased funct...	1,019	5	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 19

needing a hand Over the last six months my right hand has picked up immense stretches of slack and subbed for my left but try; putting...	1,040	1	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 19
day two of cycle five -done I got lucky yesterday, not only did I get my X ray done, they gave my my chemo knocking a day off this weeks major errands...	1,003	5	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 17
undecided I keep thinking about writing then changing my mind. That usually means I have something that I don't want to look at yet...	1,003	3	0	Oct 2008	Oct 2008	Apr 19
an arm and a leg I just thought of the saying 'it cost an arm and a leg!' meaning it is very expensive. You have no idea. Why is it we ha...	1,051	1	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	13 hrs ago
half life Life turns on a dime most days, and gives no change but every now and then the changes ring a carillon above my head....	969	1	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	17 hrs ago
loose ends It has been a long time since i have had nothing to do. Well nothing purposeful to do, there is always busy work to be had,...	959	2	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 17
alternative therapies osteopathy is new to me.It has worked wonders of healing and repair on my arm and shoulder bruised and battered when I took...	1,140	3	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	1 hrs ago
what i look like now i added a couple of really current pix to my profile - hopefully in three months the 'look' will be just a memory the chip...	1,201	7	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 23
perchance to dream my dreams are back, full size, full colour taking the lonely out of the dark making sleep a haven I can snuggle into once m...	1,084	3	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 22
back to the hair thing... The good news, three months later I have finally produced some stubble. Radiation does a serious kill job on follicles, th...	931	2	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 22

a good day Wow! Two hours with my osteopath have been more supportive than five appointments with my neuro guy, not least because whe...	1,053	3	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 22
inbetween treatments...three to go This time when the tendrils of depression started to coil around my heart I was ready and said rude words and waved my fing...	965	2	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 23
furball has been named Ollie.... and is a HUGE, sleek cat with golden eyes who loves his new mistress and doesn't remenber me although he was civil and snif...	924	2	0	Sep 2008	Sep 2008	Apr 22
bruised but unbroken It was inevitable I suppose. Walk around with half a body for six months and falling is a major possibility. my sister s...	994	6	0	Aug 2008	Sep 2008	11 hrs ago
what we talk about... in the chemo lounge. It takes a while to connect. Unless you are my sister who talks to everyone and opens them up with a s...	951	1	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 22
feelings The other day I decided that all of my feelings are equally important and chose to sulk and be angry for a while, thing is...	897	6	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 22
cycle three of six I was the only one hooked up to chemo bags today(well Monday). Everyone else was there for diagnosis, radiation or blood te...	938	6	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 24
things are happening My words and dreams are coming back. the words are rushing into my head like a waterfall un dammed, last night was torment...	1,100	7	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 22
ginger ale taste test so many things I could be focused on and I am all excited because to my mind I am, after drinking six ginger ales, uniquely...	1,102	8	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 22
cycle two complete I have been watching myself quietly for the last ten days or so. Some decadently lethargic creature has taken over and d...	855	4	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 17
bits and pieces Looks like I am back on track and can resume chemo next week, which is a strong suggestion that although my cell counts dro...	823	6	0	Aug 2008	Aug 2008	Apr 22

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