pain and agony (134)
mindfful: well thats a thread title to bring em in droves i just need to say that i am in incredible pain today
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
thats horrific mindfful,i wish you the strength to cope
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I'm sorry you're hurting MF, expect some mail.
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mindfful: well thats a thread title to bring em in droves i just need to say that i am in incredible pain today
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
hi there MF, that IS terrible and although it is good to see you, I am sorry to hear of you going through this.to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
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hugs. I am sorry you are having such a hard day.------ This thread is Archived ------
mindfful: well thats a thread title to bring em in droves i just need to say that i am in incredible pain today
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
I will hope for the best for you, I know of only losing 1 twin daughter for an hour at a resort and that about made me crazy.....dear precious lady, I guess at this point you know she's alive, and maybe she doesn't know the truth...I don't know that detachment and I just hope for some peace to come into your life, and that your daughter will come round...I really do hope this for you...------ This thread is Archived ------
I don't think kids realiize the pain they can cause to there parents.Just be glad shes alive and you no shes safe.Theres aways hope for the future,im sure she has issues to work out in her mind to.Good luck,hope every thing works itself out,until then hang in there!
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I can not even grasp the scope of your pain. How brave of you to share. Please know that you are in my prayers
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mindfful: well thats a thread title to bring em in droves i just need to say that i am in incredible pain today
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
I'm sooo sorry Mindful, I can't even imagine the pain and agony you have suffered. All I can say is to send her your love and support and some day, she will come back to you.
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Even as painful as this is, it's my guess that not knowing would be worse.
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This is awful Mindful, so much pain you have suffered and still are.
Remember many here on CS love you.
I'll keep you in my thoughts and send you a lot of hugs.
Remember many here on CS love you.
I'll keep you in my thoughts and send you a lot of hugs.
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mindfful: well thats a thread title to bring em in droves i just need to say that i am in incredible pain today
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok againthanks CS
Thats something which leaves a deep pain in the heart and soul.....
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my heart goes out mf...n no ...not takin yhe piss,,,
i have children too,,,
bless you,,,
keep strong!
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Conrad73: Sorry to hear that!
Some of us had an opportunity to cope with our problems,and took it!
Some people's hurts go so deep,a Lifetime might not be enough to shrug them all of.
Hope it will eventually resolve.
Some of us had an opportunity to cope with our problems,and took it!
Some people's hurts go so deep,a Lifetime might not be enough to shrug them all of.
Hope it will eventually resolve.
it was the final trauma of my life that at age 26 opened the door for chemical cope and comfort for 4 years of numbness-
then at "8" she was found and we were reunited on can you believe it? mothers day! all seemed magical and a miracle so now it makes no sense-i resent it-whats the point of finding her to be denied?
before she was found a part of my birthday message was always
'i can survive this most horrific circumstance w/o picking up so i challenge you to compare your feelings at the time you want to pick up to this-if its worse-go ahead'
a message of hope it was meant to be
sometimes i am just oddly sad that my whole message is now
'look at all the loss trauma and pain i have endured and you can too'
where is the joy?
i dunno-lets not pity party i spose
love you con
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mindfful: it was the final trauma of my life that at age 26 opened the door for chemical cope and comfort for 4 years of numbness-
then at "8" she was found and we were reunited on can you believe it? mothers day! all seemed magical and a miracle so now it makes no sense-i resent it-whats the point of finding her to be denied?
before she was found a part of my birthday message was always
'i can survive this most horrific circumstance w/o picking up so i challenge you to compare your feelings at the time you want to pick up to this-if its worse-go ahead'
a message of hope it was meant to be
sometimes i am just oddly sad that my whole message is now
'look at all the loss trauma and pain i have endured and you can too' where is the joy?
i dunno-lets not pity party i spose
love you con
Take care!then at "8" she was found and we were reunited on can you believe it? mothers day! all seemed magical and a miracle so now it makes no sense-i resent it-whats the point of finding her to be denied?
before she was found a part of my birthday message was always
'i can survive this most horrific circumstance w/o picking up so i challenge you to compare your feelings at the time you want to pick up to this-if its worse-go ahead'
a message of hope it was meant to be
sometimes i am just oddly sad that my whole message is now
'look at all the loss trauma and pain i have endured and you can too' where is the joy?
i dunno-lets not pity party i spose
love you con
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Aaaaarrrrrggghhh! E, I can just imagine the pain...well, sort of. How long ago did you find her? 
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I have you in my prayers 
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My sympathies to you, but you can't help people who don't want help. All you can do is say "I am here, I will stay here and if you ever need me, you know where to find me" and hope.
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nothing much I can say in your situation ..but as mother I do know the pain and agony our children can inflict on us..Ive been to hell and back with my eldest ..Im hoping and praying motherhood has finally matured her and the past 7 yrs will become a memory..hugs to you ..M..thats all I can offer..you`ve done your best ..thats all you can do..
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Ambrose2007: Aaaaarrrrrggghhh! E, I can just imagine the pain...well, sort of. How long ago did you find her?
taken at 3 found at 17 now 26
thanks everyone for comments
i know they were meant to be supportive
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i just need to say that i am in incredible pain today
to the point i am detached from it after feeling it for about an hour
you know that weird detachment? your head keeps rolling it around but your guts churning seems a million miles away?
its regarding a daughter that was kidnapped many years ago
i found her 14 yrs later but today as an adult her way of coping is to not- she doesnt allow me in her life
sometimes it feels like im dying and sometimes i wish i had never found her and now i have tears so i guess im ok again
thanks CS