Who am I (4)

Who am i do they ask, how can i
answer for i do not know myself,
they ask why i keep myself inside
to which i reply im safe inside

the trust i have in people
is lower than your average persons
to which im at fault for
but will not be my demise

the thing i find easy is expressing
myself but will this ever end as ones
judgement changes like a seasonal change,
can it change mans preception of life,
or will it lose this ability for i cannot
answer this,whom is to ask me?

As i sit here writing this with ink pen
i feel a little bit opened by form of words,
but to show myself for what and who i am is a quest
for i must begin and share with those i truely treasure

must i rush out or idly make my way
the essance of verbal communication
is of what i call elegant can easily go astray
for why i ask these things i dont know why
for i ask myself each day

WHO AM I??

LOST

Cheek to cheek cherished as we lay
as if it were yesterday,
within my arms
I kept you safe,
you my love I could never replace.

In my dreams we are as one,
picked up where we ended and carried on.
Lost in love, holding each other tight till dawn
but unfortunately..... Withdrawn.

Tears on my pillow
because I’ve woke,
crying because of the promise I broke,
what I said I would never do,
I promised I would never leave you.

I cant help but wonder......
For what we had
when we were one,
You, me and our son.

good poem man good write