some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ... (25)

Apr 12, 2013 1:02 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
Funny isn't it
To hurt those who care
Then I suppose
It’s a case of lover beware

Don’t know what’s going on
Don’t know if I want to know
No good calling me now
Cause I’ll just tell you to go

To be promised the world
Then handed a map
Kind of broke a heart
In this silly old chap

Try as I may
To be all for you
It has now taught me
There is No love, to be gotten from you

Well I feel like a fool
Spose you knew I would
What was your reason to hurt me
Was it just because you could

My heart was open
Just there to be taken
I thought you were the one
Guess I was mistaken

I may be down
But far from out
My past has hurt me more
Seems history, has more clout

Or is it with age
I am beginning to see
You’d need to be more than special
To end up with me
Apr 12, 2013 1:19 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
How do I stop hurting when you are everywhere I go?
Why can’t I shake this feeling that has gotten hold of me
I always feel so miserable for the better part of my day
And then comes the nighttime and I pray and pray and pray

Surely its not just depression that’s keeping me tangled here
Why am I always filled deep inside with this inexplicable fear?
Why do I get myself so tired before I’ll go get in the sack?
What is it I am yearning because I know I don’t want you back!

You always got what you wanted you always had your way
So why do I long to be near you, day after empty day
I know in my mind to you that my feelings have never mattered
You would again just use me and then go and leave me shattered

Its like I don’t want to lose you, though I know I already did
If the truth were ever to be told, you were never mine to lose
But you had to keep me believing and that’s just what you do
I was foolish and trusting because I always believed in you

Friend’s say I don’t smile anymore, I suppose, like I once did
But I am so broken and lonely; Man; whom can I kid?
My smile just won’t appear, because of this ache in my heart
But how can I put it back together, Girl you just tore it apart

I feel weakened and too worn out, to just get up and try again
I know I cannot stay like this, but I can’t get my ole heart to mend
This loneliness is eating at my lifeline it will consume me and then do me in
Though some positive advice I was given, by my oldest and dearest friend.

Be doom and gloom and alone and sad be what ever it is you choose
Though why would you waste yourself away because you have the blues
Think of all the happy times of days gone and they will get you through
She said no matter what ever happens, you know I will stand by you …
Apr 12, 2013 1:31 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
reading back on these things that I had written .... No wonder I'm single ....


I wanted to write a poem
Maybe I’ll just write a song
Here I’ll hum you a tune
There, now you can, sing along

I wanted to write it cheery
But now it’s made me teary
Think I’ll just write a poem
But I just can’t think of one

Maybe I’ll write a story
One of love, courage and glory
Perhaps I’d write a screenplay
But that’s tomorrow not today

I just wanted to say I love you
But, we both know I don’t
I was hoping that, well, never mind
Cause I think, we both know, you wont

So why am I writing what won’t be read
Why am I here and not tucked up in bed?
Why am I so bothered, on this quiet type of night?
Maybe tomorrow when I awake, things will be all right.


and that's it from me ... I am finally ready to sleep ....
Apr 12, 2013 1:32 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
reading back on these things that I had written .... No wonder I'm single ....


I wanted to write a poem
Maybe I’ll just write a song
Here I’ll hum you a tune
There, now you can, sing along

I wanted to write it cheery
But now it’s made me teary
Think I’ll just write a poem
But I just can’t think of one

Maybe I’ll write a story
One of love, courage and glory
Perhaps I’d write a screenplay
But that’s tomorrow not today

I just wanted to say I love you
But, we both know I don’t
I was hoping that, well, never mind
Cause I think, we both know, you wont

So why am I writing what won’t be read
Why am I here and not tucked up in bed?
Why am I so bothered, on this quiet type of night?
Maybe tomorrow when I awake, things will be all right.


and that's it from me ... I am finally ready to sleep ....
Apr 12, 2013 2:23 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
reolvine420
reolvine420reolvine420taupo, Waikato New Zealand139 Threads 13 Polls 1,297 Posts
i cant remember who said it but 'dont be sad its over, be happy that it happened'
Apr 12, 2013 10:24 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
reolvine420: i cant remember who said it but 'dont be sad its over, be happy that it happened'




So Very True ....


Though imagine all those beautiful songs of both love and heart ache never being written if we all kept it with in ...... drinking
Apr 12, 2013 10:57 PM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
Merriweather
MerriweatherMerriweatherAdelaide, South Australia Australia51 Threads 11,403 Posts
Hi Prowler, wave


I appreciate your words, though I think they are sad.
sad flower
You must have been bitten by the love bug really bad wow

wow

Would love to read a funny one... wave
Apr 13, 2013 1:30 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
Merriweather: Hi Prowler, I appreciate your words, though I think they are sad.

You must have been bitten by the love bug really bad wow



Would love to read a funny one...



I really don't write comedy Merri .... though I think you may find this one more cheery ....


As mothers day is fast approaching this seems apt ....



Mothers.....



A mother to Love is a mother to share
Like a lion’s cub or a pup to a bear
A bonding of purity, so giving and so free
This is a love, that is, known well by me

Her strength, loyalty and her beauty
Are known by one and to us all
She's always there to pick us up
Whenever we stumble, trip or fall

I say to you men, through out your life
take time to look, into the eyes of your wife
You will see her understanding and her love
A loving Angel for you, from heaven above

She is the soul that delivers us new life
She is that woman that you call your wife
She be your best friend, your partner and your lover
And to your children, like yours, she too is a mother ....
Apr 13, 2013 1:39 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
Or perhaps this ..... santa waving


Now listen people to what I say, cause SanTa is on his way
We know he will be here, the night before Christmas day
All the little children in their beds sleeping, as they should
All knowing they will get pressies, cause they all have been good

So here’s a little story that SanTa don’t like me to tell
Oh yes I really know him, yeah I know him really well
It was on a day long ago, such as a night just like this
That SanTa some elves and I, well we all got on the piss

SanTa likes a scotch you know and he also likes his rum
And whilst he was busy drinking some, he fell down onto his bum
When he tried to stand back up, he was nearly going to swear
However as he got back on his feet, his pants he did rip and tear

The old beggar was free balling you know, he had no undies on
Rudolph pissed himself laughing at the size of his bosses bum
One of the elves tried to cover it, with a tapered shaped toy
But when he too slipped and shoved in, SanTa screamed for Joy

Now Joy is Mrs Clauses name, so don’t go getting coy
Cause if ya do, you can bet ya legs, SanTa wont leave you a toy
So when you go to sleep next Friday, the eve before the day
Remember what I have told you and to SanTa to this we say

Ho Ho Ho and very MeRRy ChristMaS to all and of course to YoU
May your days be MeRRy and HaPPy, may your life never be blue
And to all you out there, that may think that not a soul cares
Remember friends; Its ChristMaS time and miracles come in pairs …
Apr 13, 2013 5:25 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
Merriweather
MerriweatherMerriweatherAdelaide, South Australia Australia51 Threads 11,403 Posts
PrOwLeR_: Or perhaps this ..... Now listen people to what I say, cause SanTa is on his way
We know he will be here, the night before Christmas day
All the little children in their beds sleeping, as they should
All knowing they will get pressies, cause they all have been good

So here’s a little story that SanTa don’t like me to tell
Oh yes I really know him, yeah I know him really well
It was on a day long ago, such as a night just like this
That SanTa some elves and I, well we all got on the piss

SanTa likes a scotch you know and he also likes his rum
And whilst he was busy drinking some, he fell down onto his bum
When he tried to stand back up, he was nearly going to swear
However as he got back on his feet, his pants he did rip and tear

The old beggar was free balling you know, he had no undies on
Rudolph pissed himself laughing at the size of his bosses bum
One of the elves tried to cover it, with a tapered shaped toy
But when he too slipped and shoved in, SanTa screamed for Joy

Now Joy is Mrs Clauses name, so don’t go getting coy
Cause if ya do, you can bet ya legs, SanTa wont leave you a toy
So when you go to sleep next Friday, the eve before the day
Remember what I have told you and to SanTa to this we say

Ho Ho Ho and very MeRRy ChristMaS to all and of course to YoU
May your days be MeRRy and HaPPy, may your life never be blue
And to all you out there, that may think that not a soul cares
Remember friends; Its ChristMaS time and miracles come in pairs …


Yep Prowler,

This definately deserves a drink...

drink pouring waiter bartender buddies

Bottums UP... wine
Apr 13, 2013 5:26 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
conduit
conduitconduitmelbourne, Victoria Australia2 Threads 236 Posts
Hi Prowler, I thought you had gone for a holiday somewhere!!! Have you ever thought of printing them.... or writing them into blogs/etc.....if you have enough of them. And if you write some newer ones.(p.s...not joking).....talented.......never know what it could lead to.(I've been reading some success... stories......)
Apr 13, 2013 5:28 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
conduit
conduitconduitmelbourne, Victoria Australia2 Threads 236 Posts
conduit: Hi Prowler, I thought you had gone for a holiday somewhere!!! Have you ever thought of printing them.... or writing them into blogs/etc.....if you have enough of them. And if you write some newer ones.(p.s...not joking).....talented.......never know what it could lead to.(I've been reading some success... stories......)




Except for the xmas one of course------
Apr 13, 2013 5:40 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
conduit: Hi Prowler, I thought you had gone for a holiday somewhere!!! Have you ever thought of printing them.... or writing them into blogs/etc.....if you have enough of them. And if you write some newer ones.(p.s...not joking).....talented.......never know what it could lead to.(I've been reading some success... stories......)




My poems are free to any one whom chooses to take them ...


I had an ole friend ( she is my one and only true soul mate) read me a poem a few years back and I thought it was so amazingly beautiful and moving ... I said to her this fella that wrote this for you must have really loved you ....

She then told me I had written it for her seven years earlier ...I nearly cried, I know I got all choked up ... so this to me is the reward I like for my writings ... and to her I know that poem is priceless ..


I have many, many poems and stories I have written over the years and each and everyone is a small piece of me ...
Apr 13, 2013 6:02 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
PrOwLeR_
PrOwLeR_PrOwLeR_Mermaid BeacH, Queensland Australia98 Threads 1,290 Posts
This poem is the one that I always wanted my life to be ... I wanted to feel and live a love as strong as this mans love .. I wrote this about ten years ago and was convinced I would live this ... as it appears I was wrong, so I envy then man in my story ...

I had posted this here once before .. so sorry to anyone whom don't like re-runs ...

'Ever Loving Reasons'

Some thing cheery, that I know, you already knew
A snippet of my heart I shall express for you
The stars up in the heavens in the moonlit skies
A mere speckle of the love, that twinkles within your eyes

With your hand in mine as we stroll along the beach
A warm and tender love, right here within my reach
As you lean up to kiss me, the loving way that you do
Remind s of all the reasons, of how I fell in love with you

We walk down to the café, for a nice warm drink
With all my loving reasons, Oh ! You’re so pretty in pink
My eyes they just adore you, the way it was meant to be
You, my ever loving reason, the contentment of me

My path was curved and twisted, a one way plight
Until we first encountered, the angels direct aimed light
It shone into my heart a feeling, of what was going to be
An answer from above, as you were introduced to me

I’m 94 today, and I never will forget, what you mean to me
Not a day has passed in all this time of how I used to be
The meaning of love you’ve shown me, the fulfillment of my life
Of how much I adored and thank you, my dear departed wife

You passed away ten years back, my mind is crystal clear
Though as I walk along the coastline, yes I can feel you near
The stars still shine you know, though I cannot see your eyes
It’s as though you are walking with me, your twinkle rules my skies.
Apr 13, 2013 6:18 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
Kristia49
Kristia49Kristia49toowoomba, Queensland Australia31 Threads 2,039 Posts
PrOwLeR_: This poem is the one that I always wanted my life to be ... I wanted to feel and live a love as strong as this mans love .. I wrote this about ten years ago and was convinced I would live this ... as it appears I was wrong, so I envy then man in my story ...

I had posted this here once before .. so sorry to anyone whom don't like re-runs ...

'Ever Loving Reasons'

Some thing cheery, that I know, you already knew
A snippet of my heart I shall express for you
The stars up in the heavens in the moonlit skies
A mere speckle of the love, that twinkles within your eyes

With your hand in mine as we stroll along the beach
A warm and tender love, right here within my reach
As you lean up to kiss me, the loving way that you do
Remind s of all the reasons, of how I fell in love with you

We walk down to the café, for a nice warm drink
With all my loving reasons, Oh ! You’re so pretty in pink
My eyes they just adore you, the way it was meant to be
You, my ever loving reason, the contentment of me

My path was curved and twisted, a one way plight
Until we first encountered, the angels direct aimed light
It shone into my heart a feeling, of what was going to be
An answer from above, as you were introduced to me

I’m 94 today, and I never will forget, what you mean to me
Not a day has passed in all this time of how I used to be
The meaning of love you’ve shown me, the fulfillment of my life
Of how much I adored and thank you, my dear departed wife

You passed away ten years back, my mind is crystal clear
Though as I walk along the coastline, yes I can feel you near
The stars still shine you know, though I cannot see your eyes
It’s as though you are walking with me, your twinkle rules my skies.
You sound like a romantic at heart Prowlerbanana
Apr 13, 2013 6:42 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
conduit
conduitconduitmelbourne, Victoria Australia2 Threads 236 Posts
Very moving poems,....

thanks Prowler
Apr 14, 2013 9:14 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
snagsmoore
snagsmooresnagsmooremelbourne, Victoria Australia13 Threads 1 Polls 411 Posts
Wow Prowler, it is so refreshing to hear some emotional honesty. kiss
Apr 15, 2013 1:54 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
AgentAjax
AgentAjaxAgentAjaxBrisbane, Queensland Australia81 Threads 1 Polls 3,965 Posts
PrOwLeR_: Funny isn't it
To hurt those who care
Then I suppose
It’s a case of lover beware

Don’t know what’s going on
Don’t know if I want to know
No good calling me now
Cause I’ll just tell you to go

To be promised the world
Then handed a map
Kind of broke a heart
In this silly old chap

Try as I may
To be all for you
It has now taught me
There is No love, to be gotten from you

Well I feel like a fool
Spose you knew I would
What was your reason to hurt me
Was it just because you could

My heart was open
Just there to be taken
I thought you were the one
Guess I was mistaken

I may be down
But far from out
My past has hurt me more
Seems history, has more clout

Or is it with age
I am beginning to see
You’d need to be more than special
To end up with me


You write some great poems but I think my all time favourite is “eyes wide opened” cheers
Apr 15, 2013 3:58 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
AgentAjax
AgentAjaxAgentAjaxBrisbane, Queensland Australia81 Threads 1 Polls 3,965 Posts
I wasn’t sure what you called it though. I think blinded in sight is an extraordinary write. thumbs up
Apr 17, 2013 7:20 AM CST some stuff I wrote way back when I still believed ...
AgentAjax
AgentAjaxAgentAjaxBrisbane, Queensland Australia81 Threads 1 Polls 3,965 Posts
Here is one from me.grin


Sparrow

As a lonely sparrow fly’s across the blue

I remember the times we had, me and you

In distance mountains blend with the sky

Below there are trees far and wide

Some stand proud some broken and leaning

I bet once too, their life had a meaning

Fly little sparrow as the song suggest

Little bird looking for a place to rest

Now exposed, confused the mind unrests

Does it take two to make a nest?

My memory is fading noting is moving

My life now feels like a horror movie

Once there was two once there was us

Now its just a sparrow on an aimless flight.
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