I was having a good time on the AU Forums, laughing and conversing with fellow members. I had a funny pic of two dogs that I wanted to post, but the language was not appropriate, so, I decided to edit it and make it acceptable as to not offended any one.
I opened the picture in my editor and clicked on add text, and what should appear, a message to the lady that I had an online relationship with, and it read I love you "D...".
I felt the blood drain from my head and I went cold, as I did when I read her last e-mail to me. Boy, I had sent a rose to her with those words, and two hour latter it was over. I had deleted everything to avoid this happening, but I missed this one. It still hurts so much..
NotABlonde: Do you think you're ready to be back on the dating scene if it still hurts so much?
Yes, it was just a thought, and as I said in my profile, when I commit, I give 100%
There's nothing wrong with being sentimental, it keeps your heart warm, it was just something that I needed to share, she is gone, forever, I have moved on, I write songs from past experiences, that I share with people, and people can relate to them. No matter how much you try to forget a lost loved one, there will always be something there that once in a while will make you remember.
I lost a son, hit by a loaded milk tanker about 15 years ago, and his memory will remain with me forever and, In relevance, there is no comparison, it's a reality.
If you totally forget your past, you have no future, as your future is built on past experiences through the lessons you have learned along the way.
NotABlondeSpringwood, New South Wales Australia1,210 posts
Rbjustme:
I felt the blood drain from my head and I went cold, as I did when I read her last e-mail to me. Boy, I had sent a rose to her with those words, and two hour latter it was over. I had deleted everything to avoid this happening, but I missed this one. It still hurts so much..
This sounded a little more than being sentimental. My mistake.
NotABlonde: This sounded a little more than being sentimental. My mistake.
Sorry to hear about the loss of your son.
That's ok, when I read the thread I can understand how it can be misleading, it still tugs a little, and so does my ex wife from 20 years ago, but will not and cannot stand in my way.
MerriweatherAdelaide, South Australia Australia11,403 posts
Rbjustme: Well, if I keep posting stupid things like this thread, I'll have no chance. I read it again this morning and could not believe I wrote it!!!!
It's not where I am at.
S'OK ... at that time... in that place... it must have seemed real and a good idea...
justjim63port macquarie, New South Wales Australia2,592 posts
Rbjustme: Well, if I keep posting stupid things like this thread, I'll have no chance. I read it again this morning and could not believe I wrote it!!!!
It's not where I am at.
Don't beat Yourself up over it Rb it's all part of the process, just think of it as another fragment of pain that You are rid of. It's good to vent,no one ever said letting go was ever easy.
justjim63: Don't beat Yourself up over it Rb it's all part of the process, just think of it as another fragment of pain that You are rid of. It's good to vent,no one ever said letting go was ever easy.
Rbjustme: I was having a good time on the AU Forums, laughing and conversing with fellow members. I had a funny pic of two dogs that I wanted to post, but the language was not appropriate, so, I decided to edit it and make it acceptable as to not offended any one.
I opened the picture in my editor and clicked on add text, and what should appear, a message to the lady that I had an online relationship with, and it read I love you "D...".
I felt the blood drain from my head and I went cold, as I did when I read her last e-mail to me. Boy, I had sent a rose to her with those words, and two hour latter it was over. I had deleted everything to avoid this happening, but I missed this one. It still hurts so much..
Rbjustme: Not quite sure,exactly what your are getting at here ref:
" then know the causes of your experiences arise from your own actions."
there is nothing in this universe that exists just from its own side, everything no matter what, exists only in interdependence upon other likewise interdependent matter, whatever throughout the whole universe, including experience which always arises in interdependence upon other factors. Relationship likewise arose in interdependence upon our own impute. The old i love you stunt...to later proposition blame on other for outcome (having trouble choosing word) of our own choice to fall in love, will you marry me mary etc; choice made from beginning of relationship building marriage forming dependence or expectations we ourselves imposed on the path followed... Besides that, even though unknowing, future outcome was one way or another bound up in time, ultimately lest death do us part, like all our desires they are nothing but suffering bound up in time. Happiness; for each of us is our own responsibility, blaming others for following our own desires just leads to more unhappiness...
robplum: there is nothing in this universe that exists just from its own side, everything no matter what, exists only in interdependence upon other likewise interdependent matter, whatever throughout the whole universe, including experience which always arises in interdependence upon other factors. Relationship likewise arose in interdependence upon our own impute. The old i love you stunt...to later proposition blame on other for outcome (having trouble choosing word) of our own choice to fall in love, will you marry me mary etc; choice made from beginning of relationship building marriage forming dependence or expectations we ourselves imposed on the path followed... Besides that, even though unknowing, future outcome was one way or another bound up in time, ultimately lest death do us part, like all our desires they are nothing but suffering bound up in time. Happiness; for each of us is our own responsibility, blaming others for following our own desires just leads to more unhappiness...
Rbjustme: I was having a good time on the AU Forums, laughing and conversing with fellow members. I had a funny pic of two dogs that I wanted to post, but the language was not appropriate, so, I decided to edit it and make it acceptable as to not offended any one.
I opened the picture in my editor and clicked on add text, and what should appear, a message to the lady that I had an online relationship with, and it read I love you "D...".
I felt the blood drain from my head and I went cold, as I did when I read her last e-mail to me. Boy, I had sent a rose to her with those words, and two hour latter it was over. I had deleted everything to avoid this happening, but I missed this one. It still hurts so much..
So if you didn’t think the picture was appropriate for the lounge what possessed you to post it to a lady?
robplum: there is nothing in this universe that exists just from its own side, everything no matter what, exists only in interdependence upon other likewise interdependent matter, whatever throughout the whole universe, including experience which always arises in interdependence upon other factors. Relationship likewise arose in interdependence upon our own impute. The old i love you stunt...to later proposition blame on other for outcome (having trouble choosing word) of our own choice to fall in love, will you marry me mary etc; choice made from beginning of relationship building marriage forming dependence or expectations we ourselves imposed on the path followed... Besides that, even though unknowing, future outcome was one way or another bound up in time, ultimately lest death do us part, like all our desires they are nothing but suffering bound up in time. Happiness; for each of us is our own responsibility, blaming others for following our own desires just leads to more unhappiness...
AgentAjax: So if you didn’t think the picture was appropriate for the lounge what possessed you to post it to a lady?
I didn't send that pic to the lady AA, I had the box checked in the software that remembers text, from the last edited graphic and it happened to be what I had written and sent her.
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I opened the picture in my editor and clicked on add text, and what should appear, a message to the lady that I had an online relationship with, and it read I love you "D...".
I felt the blood drain from my head and I went cold, as I did when I read her last e-mail to me. Boy, I had sent a rose to her with those words, and two hour latter it was over. I had deleted everything to avoid this happening, but I missed this one. It still hurts so much..