"The Coward" ( Archived) (5)

So here goes:
He been after me for years and i held out.The time came when I finally gave in..It's the simplest things that counts and that's how I end up falling INLOVE with him..Then and there I said to myself "look at what I been missing out on for years"..
I thought I've found love but I later found out I was inlove with him but he played along like he was with me..
I'd love to say it in this context that HE USED ME!
He saw my weakness and he took it/me for granted!
Some people might say its/Im Clingy but no im not-its not like that.I CARED!
I was inlove with him to the point where if I been calling him for days and not getting through,I get scared wondering if something bad has happens to him.I get worried to the point where even my tummy aches and I don't wanna use the bathroom nor did I eat anything to hurt my tummy.
I felt like fish out of water when I wasn't with/around him.
No matter how bad my mood was;hearing his voice alone made my day..It changed it!
But they say at times the people we love never love us back/they be loving someone else (and it was like this in his/our case).
But he was a COWARD!
one who awakens a woman's love with no intention of loving her...
Only God and a few friends knew how much I cried,I had emotional breakdowns.The slightest thing I see or heard that gave me flashbacks had me in tears.. But they say weeping may endure for a night but joy cometh in the morning.
And I'm doing very well now.

I'd love to say I'm waiting on my Mr. RIGHT; BUT how do we know when we've found Mr. RIGHT since most of them are wolf in sheeps clothing?..
I want nothing more than to love and be loved.
I wanna experience real love before the good Lord calls me home..
And I know it must feels Damn GOOD to love someone,knowing that,that someone loves you just the same.

Some people see love as a game

They will chase until the catch, then the game is over, and move on to the next game.

Not all are like that though, so best of luck in the future

True.
And I refuse to let others suffers because of One's selfish act...
#Thank You

I think most people have experienced what you've been through!