There's nothing, nothing worse than when someone makes you feel special. And you are suspicious at first, cautious, you want to give it time, but everything seems so magical, so different... And then - you give in. You think - this IS special. And you give yourself completely. Just to find out - you were only a new fresh toy for a while. And you wonder - what have I done?! And try to repair everything, to make it better, to change - but nothing works. Because - you are simply not a new toy any more. If this happens one more time - I will die.
Maya74: There's nothing, nothing worse than when someone makes you feel special. And you are suspicious at first, cautious, you want to give it time, but everything seems so magical, so different... And then - you give in. You think - this IS special. And you give yourself completely. Just to find out - you were only a new fresh toy for a while. And you wonder - what have I done?! And try to repair everything, to make it better, to change - but nothing works. Because - you are simply not a new toy any more. If this happens one more time - I will die.
Expectation of things kills it for people Maya.
Im not saying change who you are...but just try to lower expectations on something.
Sometimes asking the right questions helps to weed out the real from the fake.
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It can be reduced to zero so you can catch and tame it..