Chistmass and new year holiday ideas plz (9)

Hi Guys and dolls

Having spent the last 10 years at christmass and year years alone, I dont want to any more!!!

Dont laugh but I had a firend, my cat sally and she was in a way all I wanted (at the time) I guess I was hiding away after a marrage brake up,

well I had to make the VERY horrible desiction to prevent my sally for suffering, as she had developed a tuma under her tounge at the VERY younge age of only ten, I will find my self trully alone this year and I dont think I can face it

I have some money (to a point) and so I could get away,

I dont have a traveling partner, nor some one I could ask to tag along so I am hoping to find (with your help) some good ideas for a single 52 year old male to go to and see christmass and year years out

ps, I dont have family either who I could call on, its only me now

I was only after some ideas of places to visit

maybe some were hot

I must be a women then

I cant, I need a conection

I get that feeling lonely no matter where you are, so as you said, being out and at a resturant you still feel alone but just alone and out lol

all that said, ten years for doing new years eve at home, I may as well have a change if for no other reason than simply for change sake

hurry up with the AI dolls is all i can say lol

think ill get two

i`ve booked a flat in goa for a month told lots of ex pats and good bars and plenty of sunshine just go for it canaries good as well