I guess nobody does, I've my own standards about life, good & bad, and I'm both of them at the same time. I dare to put my hand in my own chest instead of putting the blame somewhere else. that's my weakness, but also my strength, and often people can't see who I really am. During the years I build a wall around me, avoiding to get hurt again, or hurting someone else. So, most of the people don't really know me, so no one can be on my wavelength, I don't allow that anymore, I'm a solitary creature, my choice.
Sawdust_Molly: I guess nobody does, I've my own standards about life, good & bad, and I'm both of them at the same time. I dare to put my hand in my own chest instead of putting the blame somewhere else. that's my weakness, but also my strength, and often people can't see who I really am. During the years I build a wall around me, avoiding to get hurt again, or hurting someone else. So, most of the people don't really know me, so no one can be on my wavelength, I don't allow that anymore, I'm a solitary creature, my choice.
I did the same thing Molly building a wall around me. I swore I would never love a man again after a breakup 15 years ago. But then someone came along and I continued to stand against the wall to prevent him from hurting me but the weakness of someone being kind and making me laugh in addition to a certain song broke down the wall and it lasted five months. Guess where I am now......Building another freaken wall.
I've been on CS 14 years and no really knows much about me. I tell them what I want them to know and leave the rest in a treasure chest that I might open someday for another "right one".
secretagent09: I did the same thing Molly building a wall around me. I swore I would never love a man again after a breakup 15 years ago. But then someone came along and I continued to stand against the wall to prevent him from hurting me but the weakness of someone being kind and making me laugh in addition to a certain song broke down the wall and it lasted five months. Guess where I am now......Building another freaken wall.
I've been on CS 14 years and no really knows much about me. I tell them what I want them to know and leave the rest in a treasure chest that I might open someday for another "right one".
I hear you secret agent. I'm on CS since 2008 ( with ups and downs, and other nicknames) some of them know me, others don't, but I don't mind. I feel the change on CS to, but thats okay, we need to adapt in new situations, I'm not specific talking about men in my post, more like general life experiences.
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