SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis... ( Archived) (7)

Feb 20, 2007 5:48 PM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
svergos
svergossvergosAthens, Attica Greece4 Threads 13 Posts
Understanding What Having MS Means


Having MS means many things change, and a lot of them are invisible. Unlike having cancer or being hurt in an accident, most people do not understand even a little about MS and it's effects on us; and many of those who think they do know are actually misinformed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand...

These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me:

Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy". When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it for a week or two, but I've been sick for years. I can't be miserable all the time, in fact, I work hard at not being miserable. So if you're talking to me and I sound happy, it means I'm happy, that's all. It doesn't mean that I'm still not in a lot of pain, or extremely tired, or that I'm getting better, or any of those things. Please, don't say "Oh, you are sounding better!" I am not sounding better, I am sounding happy. If you want to comment on that, you are welcome to.
Please understand that MS is variable - with each person and from person to person. It is quite possible and often all too common, that one day I can walk to the park and back, or bicycle 2-4 miles, or swim 12 laps, or even run with my dog; while the next day I may have great difficulty getting out of bed, walking to the kitchen, or be unable to walk at all without a cane, walker or other mobility aid. Please don't attack me when I can't do today what I did before by saying "but you did it yesterday!" or "you did it before!" Your frustration can not begin to compare to our own frustration. The very act of planning while not knowing what condition we will be in is stressful and tiring in itself. If you want me to do something with you, or go someplace with you... ASK if I can. I may well dearly want to go, but simply be physically unable to do so. Understand if I have to say no today, but please ask me again soon.
If I go to a party or dinner and show tonight for several hours and have a wonderful time, I do so knowing with 99% certainty that tomorrow I will need all day to rest and recover, much of it spent lying down. MS causes secondary depression in and of itself; our depression may escalate when dealing with days on end of constant pain and limited mobility or cognitive function. We are NOT tired because we are depressed! We are depressed because we are so tired.

If you want to suggest a cure to me, don't. It's not because I don't appreciate the thought, and it's not because I don't want to get well. It's because I have had almost every single one of my family and friends suggest something at one point or another. At first I tried them all, but then I realized that I was using up so much energy trying things that I was making myself sicker, not better. If there was something that cured, or even markedly helped, all forms of MS the world would know about it. If you still insist on promoting 'cures' to me or giving me 'this will make you better' advice, do so; but understand I won't rush out and try it though I may well continue to research it on my own and discuss those findings with my doctors.

In many ways I depend on you... people who are not sick... I need you to visit with me when I am unable to go out; sometimes I may need you to help me with shopping, cooking or cleaning; sometimes I may even need you to do those things for me. I may need you to go with me to my doctor appointments to help me remember and understand their direction, or I may just need a ride. I need you on so many different levels... as much as possible, treat me as normally as possible, enjoy me and allow me to enjoy you as much as possible, and.... as much as it's possible...

I need you to understand me.
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Feb 20, 2007 6:11 PM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
oceans5555
oceans5555oceans5555Chevy Chase, USA4 Threads 803 Posts
Hi, Svergos,

Many thanks for your posting -- it offers a really useful insight into what having the disease means--and what it doesn't mean, and what you and others in the same kind of situation want.

I do wish you were living closer; it would be an honor to meet you.

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Oceans
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Feb 20, 2007 6:45 PM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
outdoorannie
outdoorannieoutdoorannieAlexandria, Minnesota USA1 Threads 483 Posts
Thank you for enlightening everyone here regarding what MS is all about. Many people are in the dark about it and fear what they do not understand. I have had a couple of friends who have had MS and it is amazing the strength they have and what they can accomplish when they're having a good day. Just a regular person with a pain of a disease that causes you to slow down from time to time. Anything we can do to lift your spirits from afar, just let us know!!!applause
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Feb 20, 2007 8:32 PM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
starry11
starry11starry11162 Posts
Wow. What an insightful, heartfelt post. I hope you realize how beneficial this information is to some, like me. I am in nursing school right now, but to pay the bills I work as a nurse aide. I take care of people, not just the elderly, who are in some way physically handicapped. As a matter of fact, one of my residents' with MS Larry and I are very close, but I still find it hard to find the words to speak to him. He has bad and good days....and I try my hardest not to unintentionally antagonize or undermine him. Frankly, sometimes I don't know what he wants me to say when he is unable to do something. If I say, "It's alright, I can help you, that is what I am here for," I risk sounding like I am talking down to him, like speaking to a child. If I say nothing, I seem uncaring. Sometimes it is hard to understand him when he speaks, as he is in the advanced stage of his disease. I understand he gets frustrated, and I just don't know what to say....

Thank you so much for this post! It is noce to get some insight without risking hurt feelings by having to ask.

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Feb 20, 2007 8:37 PM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
TabooN
TabooNTabooNClaremont, USA47 Threads 12,843 Posts
I send light...

I understand being disabled...

I also understand your frustration.

Much luck to you...
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Feb 21, 2007 3:02 AM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
svergos
svergossvergosAthens, Attica Greece4 Threads 13 Posts
Thank you all for your replies back.I wish if I was able to meet you all ,my next trip back to U.S , VA

cheers,
Spiros

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Feb 21, 2007 5:14 AM CST SWM living in Athens with Multiple Sclerosis...
dancingfarmer
dancingfarmerdancingfarmerColumbia, Connecticut USA41 Threads 752 Posts
Thank you for the information. Those of us without experience with certain diseases frequently are unable to know what to say or do or how to handle the situation. All I can say is I understand what you have said and offer whatever I can in the way of long-distance friendship. May you experience more good days than bad and may the memories of the good days help you through the bad.
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