To my mother ( Archived) (25)

Sep 29, 2007 2:24 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
Mom I just want to say
that I miss you so much
when I neesed you
you were always my cruch

No one can know the loss
I felt that day
when they pulled the
plug and I watched
you fade away.

I wanted to stop them
I wanted to cry
but I knew better
than to even try

Life will never be the
same without you mom
because on that day
it was like being hit
with an atomic bomb.

Going through life without you
is the hardest thing
I have ever had to do.

Mom I love you more
than you will ever know
I wish I had one more
day that I could let it show

Mom I feel like
I failed you when
you were laying
there dieing.
and all I could do was
stand there and keep crying

Please mom forgive me
for not trying
to find another way
to keep you from dieing

Mom please forgive me
for not being there for you
because if it was me you
would have been there too

I love you momma
I miss you so much

Daniel
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Sep 29, 2007 2:31 PM CST To my mother
ibglenny
ibglennyibglennyNorfolk, Virginia USA10 Threads 245 Posts
this is beautiful Daniel.

I know how it feels to miss your mother. Mine has been gone a little over a year now and I still miss her so much. HUGS TO YOU! hug comfort
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Sep 29, 2007 2:35 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
Thank you very much, i'm sure your mother ment so much to you as did mine..hug hug
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Sep 29, 2007 2:35 PM CST To my mother
you didnt let her down you were a good son ,and she never left you,shes right there inside of you.angel
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Sep 29, 2007 2:37 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
But I can't talk to her anymore honeycrying
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Sep 29, 2007 3:11 PM CST To my mother
stefonline
stefonlinestefonlineDublin, Ireland136 Threads 9,702 Posts
I was so close to my Dad, i miss him like it was yesterday. so I know how you feel in your heart as I know in my heart that my Son loves me like this......hug hug hug
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Sep 29, 2007 3:17 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
Thank you Steph, I miss my mother very much.. I hope you son knows what he has, because once you are gone that's it...hug hug
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Sep 29, 2007 3:36 PM CST To my mother
Zellarrone1
Zellarrone1Zellarrone1Hull, East Riding of Yorkshire, England UK33 Threads 4 Polls 7,644 Posts
I can relate to what you say as in feeling as if an atomic bomb had hit you when it happened. When the same thing happened to me 19 years go I too felt as if I'd been blown into pieces and my heart ripped out.

It is quite recent that this happened to you so your grief is still raw and you're still going through all the mixed emotions.

But, you did all you could for her and she will know this and also know how much you loved her. So, try not to torture yourself by thinking you could have done more as she would hate to see you thinking in this way.

Just carry on being strong and getting through each day, time really does heal, not completely but it does help a lot...

angel
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Sep 29, 2007 3:55 PM CST To my mother
stefonline
stefonlinestefonlineDublin, Ireland136 Threads 9,702 Posts
I know and he knows..... we are of a similar spirit so we speak the same language....he knows when im gone i will be still with him in spirit....angel
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Sep 29, 2007 4:51 PM CST To my mother
rozebud
rozebudrozebudPaola, Majjistral Malta27 Threads 144 Posts
That is truly beautiful Daniel.Come here let me give you a hug
hug kiss
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Sep 29, 2007 9:23 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
awww roze... you are so sweet you know that... I will hug you back..hug and maybe a kiss too...kiss
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Sep 29, 2007 9:28 PM CST To my mother
pearl777
pearl777pearl777Plovdiv, Bulgaria242 Threads 33 Polls 4,812 Posts
sigh angel
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Sep 29, 2007 10:07 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
Thank you zell, sorry I missed you earlier. I know there was nothing I could do but I still wanted to try, ooohhh I don't know what to say, but thank you..
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Sep 29, 2007 10:07 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
Thank you pearl
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Sep 29, 2007 10:08 PM CST To my mother
pearl777
pearl777pearl777Plovdiv, Bulgaria242 Threads 33 Polls 4,812 Posts
hug comfort
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Sep 29, 2007 10:09 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
back at you...hug hug hug
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Sep 29, 2007 10:12 PM CST To my mother
nhcavegal
nhcavegalnhcavegalConway, New Hampshire USA33 Threads 269 Posts
This is beautiful buddy! In no way did you ever fail her. You were with her to the end! My dad died a long time ago, but you know something..........I still go and talk to him on occasion. I know it sounds weird, but makes me feel close to him still and i know he is watching me. And they will live forever babe.......in our hearts! hug
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Sep 29, 2007 10:27 PM CST To my mother
LadyHawk75
LadyHawk75LadyHawk75Ocean Shores, Washington USA16 Threads 609 Posts
Very beautiful Daniel. hug kiss
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Sep 29, 2007 10:29 PM CST To my mother
Daniel4021
Daniel4021Daniel4021Somewhere, Tennessee USA157 Threads 8,986 Posts
I was her only son though, I have a card she sent me a long time ago, and I have only told this to a few, but I am going to post it here now what she said and all will know, and this is what hurts the most. In the card she wrote.. The greatest gift that I could ever have is when God gave you to me... Oh I almost died when I read that again.. I better stop talking about it....
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Sep 29, 2007 10:30 PM CST To my mother
sassychele
sassychelesassycheleGresham, USA47 Threads 3,342 Posts
Thats beautiful .... hug
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