Its the new year, ( Archived) (40)

Is there really that place or does it exist because we are told it does.To hear you now and a few weeks ago you sound so different.But it all goes to lessons learned.You play you take the chance to getting burned.So then who's heart is worth the wait it takes to find it.I do know there will be a feeling that you need ask not a thing for somehow you just know.Haven't had that feeling not in all I have met here in this year,but I shall hope this year will bring with it surprises.And to the hearts who are beaten down,and their hope is almost gone.May they find that it can happen,and usually when you least expect it,someone who has been there all along or someone you are still to meet.Someone who can feel that empty void,one you need ask no questions,or have no doubts of,one you can take their hand and it feels just right.Here is to finding it,wherever it may be.

Yeah for some reason as alone as I wanted to be Iwasn't I felt my friends so clear.And to you sweetie,you just never let go of that dream that perfect one just for you.For if you let go its like giving into the misery,and the pain.When your so close or still so far never give up that dream.

wow,you would know there would have to be one to do it on new years.

I was on here with friends and talked on the phone with others. went to bed way late..was sober and happy with a lil bit of excitement as I fell asleep...Happy New Year Honey!!!

Happy New Year Blue,we had some fun and brought the new year in as such.