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that is truly beautiful Mark.. I missed u where have u been ???? We need ur beautiful insight and unwaivering faith and optimism here.. it perks us up when we flag..
Orla
Orla
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please don't leave!!!! we need you!!!!!
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Mark, don't go... stop beating yourself up.. take some time out.
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Mark,
As a sort of old timer, I've been there. Please consider a break, and that's all. Your contributions have been a breath of fresh air around here my friend.
Best wishes, whatever you decide.
-Robert
As a sort of old timer, I've been there. Please consider a break, and that's all. Your contributions have been a breath of fresh air around here my friend.
Best wishes, whatever you decide.
-Robert
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Mark,
Go if you must, but understand that you will be leaving behind those that care for you. Those that want your opinions, your humor, your eloquence, when replying to posts.
You will miss some of those on here, I know, and they will miss you greatly.
When you leave, you leave behind friends that will stand for you, watch your back, keep you out of harms way the best we can, despite if you agree with our methods or not.
WE are here for you.
Go if you must, but understand that you will be leaving behind those that care for you. Those that want your opinions, your humor, your eloquence, when replying to posts.
You will miss some of those on here, I know, and they will miss you greatly.
When you leave, you leave behind friends that will stand for you, watch your back, keep you out of harms way the best we can, despite if you agree with our methods or not.
WE are here for you.
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mark you are our sweetie.....we love u xx
xxxbabsie ur freind xxx
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You see Mark, you are needed here my friend.. think about it... listen to what all of these people are saying...
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My friends I am truly sorry but I must take my leave. This place was hers long before ever I set foot here. My presence causes her distress and alarm. I could never hurt her and will not even in this manner.
I have lived a life of many hurts that I wished myself dead more than once. The hurt inside of me I believed gone through much work. I have tried my utmost best to be an upright person. I never treat others with hatred, but also am unwilling to witness the hurts of others.
I appears now that others hurt in their own ways and these hurts colour their thoughts. They cannot be held to blame least of all by me as I have been dealing with and likely will always be dealing with this as well. Some hurts are just to deep to repair.
I will miss many of you as well but this place really had little hold to draw me forth beyond curiosity I was never truly seeking anyone and have long ago decided to live my life alone. Sheer happenstance directed my attention and strength unknown to me bid me to reach out. What we shared will guide my heart for the rest of my life and I thank her and God for letting this happen. Twice bitten and I believed myself a fool to once again brave the lion's den, but my heart silenced my brain. Only to find out it cannot be. A hard lesson but somewhere therein lies the lesson which I will seek. I have no ill feelings for her, quite the opposite in truth. I will always love her as I know she was the one, but now that this is done I can at least rest in peace knowing that I at least touched the heaven's if for but a moment. The light from this wholesome, woman will guide my spirit to my Father in my days, and I will always see her face smiling down upon me in the moon and sun and stars. She will always remain in my heart.
My friends here I will truly miss all of you for what you have done, been, and said throughout emails and postings.
A dating site was never my intention when I came here as I really do wish to inflict myself upon others in such a way. You have blessed me with a new perspective, one I thought anathema to myself.
I am just packing my things here and will be gone soon. I have no more witticisms or fool talk or such just a vast emptiness which none of you need share. I will heal but alone.
I leave you with famous words from one of my favourite people:
"I don't know half of you, half as well as I should like, and I like less than half of you, half as well as you deserve."
Thank you for everything.
Mark
I have lived a life of many hurts that I wished myself dead more than once. The hurt inside of me I believed gone through much work. I have tried my utmost best to be an upright person. I never treat others with hatred, but also am unwilling to witness the hurts of others.
I appears now that others hurt in their own ways and these hurts colour their thoughts. They cannot be held to blame least of all by me as I have been dealing with and likely will always be dealing with this as well. Some hurts are just to deep to repair.
I will miss many of you as well but this place really had little hold to draw me forth beyond curiosity I was never truly seeking anyone and have long ago decided to live my life alone. Sheer happenstance directed my attention and strength unknown to me bid me to reach out. What we shared will guide my heart for the rest of my life and I thank her and God for letting this happen. Twice bitten and I believed myself a fool to once again brave the lion's den, but my heart silenced my brain. Only to find out it cannot be. A hard lesson but somewhere therein lies the lesson which I will seek. I have no ill feelings for her, quite the opposite in truth. I will always love her as I know she was the one, but now that this is done I can at least rest in peace knowing that I at least touched the heaven's if for but a moment. The light from this wholesome, woman will guide my spirit to my Father in my days, and I will always see her face smiling down upon me in the moon and sun and stars. She will always remain in my heart.
My friends here I will truly miss all of you for what you have done, been, and said throughout emails and postings.
A dating site was never my intention when I came here as I really do wish to inflict myself upon others in such a way. You have blessed me with a new perspective, one I thought anathema to myself.
I am just packing my things here and will be gone soon. I have no more witticisms or fool talk or such just a vast emptiness which none of you need share. I will heal but alone.
I leave you with famous words from one of my favourite people:
"I don't know half of you, half as well as I should like, and I like less than half of you, half as well as you deserve."
Thank you for everything.
Mark
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sorry to see you go if you must, enjoyed your posts
take care and mend well
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Mark.. Purrrrrrleeease just take some time to patch yourself up.
Don't leave.
At the risk of getting my lights punched out ..
How can you KNOW she was *The one*.. when you haven't physically met.. truly?... How can you be sure you don't just love the *Idea* ... personally.. I think perhaps she was only ONE of your *Ones*
Don't leave... just take some time away for a while.
Don't leave.
At the risk of getting my lights punched out ..
How can you KNOW she was *The one*.. when you haven't physically met.. truly?... How can you be sure you don't just love the *Idea* ... personally.. I think perhaps she was only ONE of your *Ones*
Don't leave... just take some time away for a while.
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Very well said Eupho..
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Mark,
You are one of the people who make this place what it has become for me. A haven to give me advice, to listen to others, to ponder the questions abound that run through my mind.
I will miss you, friend, brother!
You are one of the people who make this place what it has become for me. A haven to give me advice, to listen to others, to ponder the questions abound that run through my mind.
I will miss you, friend, brother!
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Being brand new tothis site, my condolences carry little weight in compared to others who knpw you better. I can however say this- In the short while I have been here you have inspired me with your words. While I feel a loss pehaps less greater than others, it's a loss just the same. I leave you woth one last thing. I know that I am a better person for having had the privalage of knowing you, even if breifly.
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Awww what a nice thing to stay.. 
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SAY*
thats me thinking of still trying to persuade Mark to stay
thats me thinking of still trying to persuade Mark to stay
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An accident of fate
Prognosticated destiny?
An evening much too late
A few laughs here and there
Hesitation for its purpose
Seeking without a care
Just a way to pass the time
A wounded man’s soul
Just dealing with his life
No rhyme, no reason, no goal
Communication and laughs
I never gave my heart
With ease or frequency
Too wary of pain to part
Or lay it on the line
A single glance in your eyes
And I knew you were the one
Either my life or my demise
Choices and consequences
With a risk I’ve never taken
I reached out to embrace you
Unyielding faith never shaken
Bravery leading into the unknown
A whirlwind of expectation
Neither known or evident
Without a hitch or complication
Solace, comfort and peace
Days and nights of joy and wonder
Time passed by like leaves on the wind
Fireworks that follow the sound of thunder
A light-show that burst like the light of the sun
Dreams, desires, the road of life
Perfection, acceptance, harmony
Vitality, future, marriage, a wife
Equality, Synchronicity, Forever
Accusations of being a player
From hurts long done in the past
After unveiling my heart’s every layer
Shame from what she felt
Cold rebuttal of all I am
Without hesitation or concern
Fed to the lion as a lamb
Innocence denied but for a word
The only tune I’ve ever played
Is the song sung by your heart and soul
The richest minstrel ever paid
In harmonies gathered in heaven
Refusals to listen or talk it through
Words frosted like breath in the storm
Nothing but cold and all from you
I have decided to leave and never return
I part with what I entered with here
A broken heart and no desire for love
I gave my soul to a woman without peer
Wounded she cannot feel its warmth
I leave it with her just in case
It’s beat and pulse can stir her veins
While my head drifts aimlessly through space
And time heals all wounds
Or so they say, but I fear the scars
That it certainly leaves in its wake
Burning my being like light from the stars
I pray for her soul to finally be free
A woman like her deserves the best
I am sorry what I offer is not enough
I have offered her me, and all the rest
I have nothing left to give
Wherever she may go in life
Just know I Love you
And would have called you wife
I will always be waiting
I could never blame you in any way
I love you and have done so
From that very first day
Until the last breath I draw
Mark