The Lonely of I Love You ( Archived) (11)

Feb 27, 2008 6:19 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
bajanblue
bajanbluebajanblueSpeightstown, Saint Peter Barbados388 Threads 1 Polls 4,670 Posts
Heat that feels like summer
drags sweat from pores
just hanging out
while I do nothing.
Lazy day with impulses
to work all unacknowledged
as I shut down the tendrils
that connect me to the world,
to life, to you.
I want to be alone today.
I want to feel the ache
of the abyss that calls
my name in serried echoes,
plaintive notes that plead
for me to join the throng
that envies me the heat of blood
the salt of sweat, the pulse
that stutters, stumbles
in its measured pace
as if it should feel guilt
for beating when so many hearts
lie silent in the empty halls
where heaven should have been
to greet them. I want to feel alone
away from all the gentle tugs
against the webs I spin
with every breath, each smile
each word of greeting
making links that never break
although they fade
like wilting flowers
if not cherished and renewed.
Strange to be seeking lonely,
a mood brought on by sultry air,
night looming like a frown
across the sky, while echoes
of I love you play across the webs
and in your absence make me
want to cry.
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Feb 27, 2008 6:22 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
jbibiza
jbibizajbibizaIbiza, Balearic Islands Spain133 Threads 6 Polls 7,679 Posts
mmmmmmm you gave me shivers with that one...
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Feb 27, 2008 6:23 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
bajanblue
bajanbluebajanblueSpeightstown, Saint Peter Barbados388 Threads 1 Polls 4,670 Posts
jbibiza: mmmmmmm you gave me shivers with that one...


In a really odd mood today, just cannot get the dots to connect so I stopped trying and let them be dots.
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Feb 27, 2008 6:36 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
jbibiza
jbibizajbibizaIbiza, Balearic Islands Spain133 Threads 6 Polls 7,679 Posts
bajanblue: In a really odd mood today, just cannot get the dots to connect so I stopped trying and let them be dots.


Sometimes you just have to let things be what they are. I guess I'm a bit of an odd person, but I like the feeling of missing someone and don't mind the lonely of I love you.
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Feb 27, 2008 6:42 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
alabamabebe
alabamabebealabamabebeBanks of the Warrior River, Alabama USA85 Threads 3 Polls 6,177 Posts
jbibiza: Sometimes you just have to let things be what they are. I guess I'm a bit of an odd person, but I like the feeling of missing someone and don't mind the lonely of I love you.


If you're odd so am I. I love that exquisite pain of missing.

Expressed beautifully bajan. hug
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Feb 27, 2008 6:59 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
bajanblue
bajanbluebajanblueSpeightstown, Saint Peter Barbados388 Threads 1 Polls 4,670 Posts
alabamabebe: If you're odd so am I. I love that exquisite pain of missing.

Expressed beautifully bajan.


jbibiza: Sometimes you just have to let things be what they are. I guess I'm a bit of an odd person, but I like the feeling of missing someone and don't mind the lonely of I love you.


Well, that makes three oddities. Missing someone brings so many things into play, it is one of the richest feelings beautifully balnced betweeen pleasure and pain.
hug hug yay
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Feb 27, 2008 10:46 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
rwantin
rwantinrwantinRoyal Oak, Michigan USA21 Threads 11,127 Posts
bajanblue: Well, that makes three oddities. Missing someone brings so many things into play, it is one of the richest feelings beautifully balnced betweeen pleasure and pain.


Four oddities. So nicely done...tip hat
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Feb 27, 2008 10:54 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
Rickster
RicksterRicksterNew York, USA35 Threads 4,430 Posts
Amazing huh? Almost made many reconcile feelings sneak up underneath you.

Thank You

rose
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Feb 27, 2008 11:11 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
Ambrose2007
Ambrose2007Ambrose2007BFE, South Dakota USA110 Threads 17 Polls 14,069 Posts
I know the feeling, Bajan, I know the feeling!wine hug kiss
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Feb 28, 2008 4:18 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
Aries01
Aries01Aries01Kent, England UK55 Threads 4 Polls 3,732 Posts
bajanblue: Heat that feels like summer
drags sweat from pores
just hanging out
while I do nothing.
Lazy day with impulses
to work all unacknowledged
as I shut down the tendrils
that connect me to the world,
to life, to you.
I want to be alone today.
I want to feel the ache
of the abyss that calls
my name in serried echoes,
plaintive notes that plead
for me to join the throng
that envies me the heat of blood
the salt of sweat, the pulse
that stutters, stumbles
in its measured pace
as if it should feel guilt
for beating when so many hearts
lie silent in the empty halls
where heaven should have been
to greet them. I want to feel alone
away from all the gentle tugs
against the webs I spin
with every breath, each smile
each word of greeting
making links that never break
although they fade
like wilting flowers
if not cherished and renewed.
Strange to be seeking lonely,
a mood brought on by sultry air,
night looming like a frown
across the sky, while echoes
of I love you play across the webs
and in your absence make me
want to cry.
thumbs up thumbs up
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Feb 28, 2008 6:11 PM CST The Lonely of I Love You
Skeptikos
SkeptikosSkeptikosGreenville, South Carolina USA26 Threads 1,005 Posts
Might I say, Bajanblue, that loneliness is my greatest depression, but for some reason, today I gave myself a break, and said to myself, This is my day. The sun was out, I put myself in a mentally challenging situation (very simple for the average person), and felt like I deserved to feel happy.

Thank you for expressing my day perfectly.

A skeptical person,
Skeptikos
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