Hey, Here I Am (117)
This is how I'm feeling right at this moment.
I'm feeling so numb.
I'm feeling so numb.
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Another great one Daniel - thanks - I so love your writing - true feelings of the heart - very rare gift you have - being able to express your thoughts so eloquently. 
(((big hug)))
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somechick: This is how I'm feeling right at this moment.
I'm feeling so numb.
I'm feeling so numb.
And why is that Anna?
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Charli15695: Another great one Daniel - thanks - I so love your writing - true feelings of the heart - very rare gift you have - being able to express your thoughts so eloquently. (((big hug)))
God Gave this gift to me during a time when I went through the most terrible time in my life, it gave me a way to let out the way I was feeling, and feel now.. thank you for your kind thoughts.. (((big hugs)))
Back..
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Daniel4021: And why is that Anna?
Alot of things have been building up lately and the stress from being on the site is begining to take it's toll.
I'm just so sick and tired of people cracking jokes when I'm trying to open up while I'm trying to express by saying what's really coming from my heart.
I know it's called welcome to the world wide web.
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Oh Daniel so sad and melancholy. Like always beautifully done but this makes me cry in a much different way. Why so down sweetie? Y
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somechick: Alot of things have been building up lately and the stress from being on the site is begining to take it's toll.I'm just so sick and tired of people cracking jokes when I'm trying to open up while I'm trying to express by saying what's really coming from my heart.I know it's called welcome to the world wide web.
You just have to take those that make light of things with a grain of salt.. and pay attention that are serious..
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candio: Oh Daniel so sad and melancholy. Like always beautifully done but this makes me cry in a much different way. Why so down sweetie? Y
It's a long story, just feeling so alone right now, man, did I just say that? i'm sorry, never mind me.. damn, I don't even know what to think any more..
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somechick: Alot of things have been building up lately and the stress from being on the site is begining to take it's toll.I'm just so sick and tired of people cracking jokes when I'm trying to open up while I'm trying to express by saying what's really coming from my heart.I know it's called welcome to the world wide web.
Anna never let someone tell you that you can't express yourself or grieve and mention your loss about your husband..yes I saw that and know that people come on here to complain about a hang nail...your feelings are just as valid and real...just like anyone elses and anyone who tries to tell you different is just plain selfish and worried that you might be getting some attention that they aren't....there are some sick people on here who care for nobody but themselves....just look past them and continue to be you...real and genuine!!!!!!
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Hugz_n_Kissez: Anna never let someone tell you that you can't express yourself or grieve and mention your loss about your husband..yes I saw that and know that people come on here to complain about a hang nail...your feelings are just as valid and real...just like anyone elses and anyone who tries to tell you different is just plain selfish and worried that you might be getting some attention that they aren't....there are some sick people on here who care for nobody but themselves....just look past them and continue to be you...real and genuine!!!!!!
Very well said Shelly..
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Daniel4021: Very well said Shelly..
Thank you...it really upset me when I saw that because I can't imagine losing a husband and being told not to come on here and talk about him...and to move on...everyone has their own hurts and grieving process and no two will ever be the same!!!!
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Daniel4021: It's a long story, just feeling so alone right now, man, did I just say that? i'm sorry, never mind me.. damn, I don't even know what to think any more..
Beautiful writing Daniel....I am so glad you choose to share with us...we are blessed because of you...
And yes the feeling of loneliness seems to be hitting a lot of us right now. Hang in there buddy....we'll all get through this together...just like the family we are...
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Hugz_n_Kissez: Anna never let someone tell you that you can't express yourself or grieve and mention your loss about your husband..yes I saw that and know that people come on here to complain about a hang nail...your feelings are just as valid and real...just like anyone elses and anyone who tries to tell you different is just plain selfish and worried that you might be getting some attention that they aren't....there are some sick people on here who care for nobody but themselves....just look past them and continue to be you...real and genuine!!!!!!
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Hugz_n_Kissez: Thank you...it really upset me when I saw that because I can't imagine losing a husband and being told not to come on here and talk about him...and to move on...everyone has their own hurts and grieving process and no two will ever be the same!!!!
Where was this said? I must have missed it.. how can anyone measure someone elses pain? That's just plain wrong
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Daniel4021: Where was this said? I must have missed it.. how can anyone measure someone elses pain? That's just plain wrong
It is and you can ask Anna about it...cause I'm not gonna mention it here....
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Hugz_n_Kissez: It is and you can ask Anna about it...cause I'm not gonna mention it here....
Ok, I will do that, thanks for making me aware of that..
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Daniel4021: Where was this said? I must have missed it.. how can anyone measure someone elses pain? That's just plain wrong
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Arlene101: I also was searching for it. I am so sorry for that.
I was referring to Anna of course. ------ This thread is Archived ------
Arlene101: I was referring to Anna of course.
Yes I know honey..
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you look my way
you give a slight glance
then look away
What did I do
what did I say
I realize all my efforts
have just been in vain
My eyes begin to water
then I begin to cry
oh how I wish this pain wouls stop
it's killing me inside
I give up
it doesn't matter anymore
i'm walking out now
i'm closing the door
One day you will remember
when I reached out my hand
how I comforted you
how I helped you to stand
But when I really needed you
to be there for me
you never even noticed
my pain and misery
I dropped subtle hints
I tried to confied
but it's always about you
and for me there's no time
I'm afraid now
to think of myself anymore
because the few times I tried
you just closed the door
I am a robot now
no feeling no caring
I don't have a heart
that's even worth sharing
I no longer have wounds
no more tears to cry
remember robots
have no feelings inside
Just a kind gesture
maybe a call just to say
I wanted you to know
I was thinking of you today
But now it's to late
I no longer need to hear it
because robots can't feel
we don't even have a spirit
Don't worry about me
I will be ok
i'm going to walk out now
and just fade away
By Daniel
09/20/08