Just want everyone to know (42)

And it gets stranger again today friggin never asked for this but its going and going on and on .
Wonder what would have happened if i did die from this head injury

I reckon the mob gang would say I never worked there lmao

Perhaps you could ask hospital to vet your calls, that you appear to be receiving crank calls from people you don't know

Lol Rob I'm home now it's coming up on my phone no number listed
I'm kind of thinking not to answer calls like that but I have rehab calling me
As well with no number coming up
Think the professional number was the same lol

Biggest issue I can't talk about I'm afraid

Just stay in the here and now as much as you can, that's reality the rest usually adds up to maybe land.
Just observe mind without grasping onto your thoughts, relax much as possible best way to do that is stay arms length from thought process, just observe the thoughts, observe how they appear and fad away then another thought subject appears it to will just go on bye another train of thought will takes that ones place, so take things easy just observe your mind

Thanks Rob I'm so trying to do that
Seems I do or just get there and I get a call that stresses me out
Can't say who call me but I'm thinking of not answering calls much more

Our minds are actually ego, true nature of mind is clear light.

Boss the mind Micky, take charge over ego by mindfully observing the thought streams rather than getting caught up in the thoughts.

Take charge by simply not been suck into grasping every thought that appears. I can assure you that you can do that.

Don't let thoughts streams obstruct your observation tell the ego where to get off.

Even tiny otherwise out of control kids minds can eventually understand what the word NO means, so can will the ego mate.

Instead of attempting to find answer or conclusion to each and every thought stream, just observe them without getting caught up in the old habit of grasping each thought that appears.

Enjoy doing it to mate

I understand you held other views in the past and please just tell me to pull my head in if that's what you feel....Micky, that's quite Ok I wont get upset or anything.

Otherwise if your interested I've sourced some information pertaining to functions of our attics, see if these help a speedy recovery...

Therefore an understanding of the nature of mind and its role is crucial to an understanding of human experience and the relationship between mind and matter. We can see from our own experience that our state of mind plays a major role in our day-to-day experience and physical and mental well-being. If a person has a calm and stable mind, this influences his or her attitude and behavior in relation to others. In other words, if someone remains in a state of mind that is calm, tranquil and peaceful, external surroundings or conditions can cause them only a limited disturbance. But it is extremely difficult for someone whose mental state is restless to be calm or joyful even when they are surrounded by the best facilities and the best of friends. This indicates that our mental attitude is a critical factor in determining our experience of joy and happiness, and thus also our good health.



thoughts to ponder:

Our desires are not limited to the things we can see, hear, smell, taste, and touch. Our mind runs after ideas as greedily as our tongue hungers for tastes.


Realize that the nature of your mind is different from that of the flesh and bone of your physical body. Your mind is like a mirror, reflecting everything without discrimination. If you have understanding-wisdom, you can control the kind of reflection that you allow into the mirror of your mind.


Superficial observation of the sense world might lead you to believe that people’s problems are different, but if you check more deeply, you will see that fundamentally, they are the same. What makes people’s problems appear unique is their different interpretation of their experiences


It’s the foggy mind, the mind that’s attracted to an object and paints a distorted projection onto it, that makes you suffer. That’s all. It’s really quite simple.


If you don’t know your own psychology, you might ignore what’s going on in your mind until it breaks down and you go completely crazy.





Your up and down emotions are like clouds in the sky; beyond them, the real, basic human nature is clear and pure.

Be as careful as you can. Our minds are funny. Sometimes we are skeptical of things that are really worthwhile and completely accepting of things that we should avoid. Try to avoid extremes and follow the middle way, checking with wisdom wherever you go.

Real happiness in life starts when you begin to cherish others.

Less desire means less pain.

Once you realize the true evolution of your mental problems, you’ll never blame any other living being for how you feel.

Its cool Rob I'm trying so hard to stay Calm
With calm my head brain injury will improve
Lets just say I gave one of my therapists a letter from the stress maker wont say who . My rehab will be informing this place they decide when im fit well and healthy to return to work . I must add 21st oct i was nearly dead .
Before this head injury happened at a work function .
I totally changed myself was 127 kilos dropped well it was 97 then in rehab i was 88 .
I stopped dating
I decided it was better just to get my diabetes and everythng else under control . go to footy games and go fishing .
Well ive had to stop working driving and fishing .

I am not the person i was in the past
Thats all i can say except when your in charge you send paper work . those helping you to get well and fit can see the stress they have you under so they dont have to pay you .

Blessings Rob i decided to be just me beofre this happened . Now i understand some in the outside world (for a better term ) think im a neanderthal australian .