I have seen and heard far to many thing's to not believe. For me it doesn't feel like I believe as I know God is real. If Jesus whispered in your ear, you would then know what I am talking about. Now maybe you think I am crazy but I was there. It was only four word's and a picture in my head. This happened when I was in Church sitting in a pew. My wife could not go that Sunday because she was to weak. Cirrhosis of the lever is something I know more about now than I ever wanted to. Every Sunday the congregation( Church family) prayed for a miracle healing. They came over and lay hands on my and prayed for God to give me strength and to give me strength for Nanajo my wife. I had my eyes closed and that is when Jesus whispered to me." A MIRACLE IS COMING" that was all he said but he put a picture of a beautiful butterfly coming out of it's cocoon. I knew it wasn't the miracle that we had been praying for. Until that point I had never thought of death as a miracle. He gave me strength and wisdom both that day. Our pastor came by to see her after Church. I told them what had happen. She smiled and we prayed together. She just kept getting weaker and on Monday she fell and couldn't get up. We had to bring in hospice. Tuesday was like comatose. She kept hanging on. I think she was waiting for her sister's. The people from the hospice service told me to keep talking to her. Our hearing is the last of our senses to go. I was holding her hands at the end. I old her I loved her and not to worry about me .it's okay to go. I told her I understood I wouldn't get to see the butterfly. She took her last breath. Her eye lids fluttered and she was gone. I could feel the presence of the Lord. He was holding us both. I can't explain why some many time's he has let me feel his presence. I'm just thankful for it I know I am a sinner and a dumb sheep. Without the shepherd I would be lost. My faith in God is fireproof tho. But that is another story.
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