This song is RL.
It feels like a funeral when you have to do this. No matter that it's for the best. It's a homegoing alright but there is no joy. You both go back to your own homes. You feel like someone has just died. No telling how she feels. Unless you're a real POS this will really bother you for a very long time. Every time you hear this song will bring back painful memories.

So why listen? If you don't know what real hurt feels like in the pit of your stomach, you haven't ever really loved someone. True love never really dies.