Dripping with Anticipation

One night while surfing the World Wide Web
I saw a funny name that said
"Dripping with Anticipation"
How this stirred my imagination
Could this be the one I thought
Or will this lead again to naught
I mustn't let myself be fooled
My ardor must be quickly cooled
But if she is the one I seek
Then surely I must not be meek

I say hello and ply my charms
One day she may be in my arms
Through twists and turns our words unwind
I never thought that I would find
The woman that I sought so long
It feels too right, it can't be wrong
We talk for hours well into the night
Til sunrise fills my room with light
Must say goodbye but I just can't do it
If she doesn't return I'll know I blew it

The hours pass til the sun goes down
She doesn't come back and I can only frown
Was it something I said that scared her away?
Should I sit here for another day?
Hours turn to days and days become weeks
I cruise the chat rooms with the rest of the geeks
Maybe I'll see her flirting with someone
But she's not there, and I talk to no one

A month goes by and finally I get
A letter from a guy I've never met
It's her cousin and he hates to inform me
The news that we are never to be
With careful words that fill me with dread
He tells me that my Lori is dead

Ovarian cancer the doctors said
Chills went from my toes to my head
They tried very hard to save her for me
Ripped out her guts by hysterectomy
But it was too late to save her life
I lost my dream to make her my wife
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Posted: Oct 2010
About this poem:
This is a true story which happened about 8 years ago. Lori was from Knoxville TN. She was only 38 and she was beautiful. We were supposed to meet but she couldn't drive due to her surgery, then one day she didn't come online anymore. While she was alive I told her "I love you" I can only hope that gave her at least a small measure of comfort in her darkest hour.

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niah9
You told the tale wonderfully...soo sad.
Hope you have been able to move on.
Niahcomfort
ooby_doobyonline today!
Thank you. Yes, I have been able to move on but not without many many tears. Even today reading this poem I get misty eyed. Such a terrible loss, not just for me but her 8 YO boy and her whole family.
Redex
A sad but wonderful memory, and yes I reckon for a person to come and tell you what happened you had made your mark with her or you would never have known. Keep reading your verse from time to time it does helphug
SCatlyn
So beautiful, but so heartbreaking. I can't imagine... There are a number of widows & widowers on this site ...and can't imagine it for them either.
Wow... you've written the events & feelings so well. Don't know what to say, but glad you've made it through. And thankful that someone was thoughtful enough to find the information needed & reach you... sounds just like the kind of person Lori must have been too.
Best wishes rose rose rose
rune8
heart wings
godsprincessonline today!
So sad. I'm sure you made her last days here on earth joyful.

Kathy teddybear
Redex
How very sad for you and a good poem and tribute to what you both had.

she must have felt the same to give you address to family sad flower hug
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