Sleepless nights
Nocturnal minded, insomnia in
Domination
Slowly losing my mind seems to have some kind of relation
Paranoid in situations in which that emotion is no need
Bic n my left hand
My right a blunt rolled
of some bomb tree
For every step I take I hear controlled footsteps behind
I turn in hesitation but nothing in sight makes me feel blind
The breath raises hair on the back of my neck
This devistation feeling is something I hope to 4get
My blood pressure rising
My heart aches when it bangs
The ringing in my ear
as if a cell fne rang
"Is someone following me?"....
Wandering eyes catch mine and i sense a connection
Common beliefs seem to fall
upon this mirage of a reflection
Darkness seems to grow
Insanity provokes deep thought
Planners are known
For being thinkers
So what r those who
react on the spot
A voice hums in my ear
It drowns the anger my thots clear
I glance behind me once again the dark figure disappeared.
"Did I see something?"....
I assure myself its nothing to earn my concern
A whisper corrupts that decision and I flinch...
I stand still n disbelief
tho the shock hit like it hasn't happened before
another source has always followed me thru closed doors.
Realizing this hallucination can not be explained
Constantly fearing fear has left my bed made
Footsteps break the silence I ignite my fire that burns with sin
And with my last fight of desperation,
too my surprise nothing again
I stand motionless knowing I had not won the battle
The sun stared down hard which reveled the darkness of my shadow.
"My shadow?".....